Her SWAN || Taehyung Ff

3.6

Y/N's POV ;

Ahhh, did I just kiss him? God, what was I thinking when I closed my eyes and leaned in? My heart is thumping as if it wants to come out of my chest.

I practically ran to my room after that kiss, my mind whirling. As soon as I closed the door behind me, I felt my knees give way, and I slid down to the floor, my back against the door. My fingers touched my lips, still tingling from the sensation of his kiss.

I pushed myself up and practically dove onto my bed, burying my face in the pillows to stifle the giddy scream threatening to escape. Rolling onto my back, I stared at the ceiling, my heart racing like a runaway train. I couldn't help but smile, my cheeks burning with the intensity of my blush.

Oh my God, Taehyung ! Kissed me And I kissed him back! it's not the first time though but it was different I felt a wave of warmth wash over me, making me want to laugh and cry at the same time. I rolled over onto my stomach, hugging my pillow tightly.

This is insane. What if he thinks I'm crazy? But the way he looked at me... there was something there, something deep and intense. I could see it in his eyes, feel it in the way he held me, the way he kissed me.

I flopped onto my back again, kicking my legs in the air like a giddy teenager. My mind replayed the kiss over and over, each time making my heart flutter anew. His lips were so soft, so warm, and the way he held me... I've never felt anything like it.

What does this mean for us? I wondered. My mind was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. Is this the beginning of something new? Something more than just a marriage of convenience?

Suddenly I remember how this marriage had transpired, the day he threatened me to marry him almost killing my father. I sudden rush of guilt drawn me. How can I forget what he did to me and father. What if he-he's just playing with me. My heart droped.

But then again I remember how he took care of me when I was drunk. How he calmed my panick attack. His soothing words are still fresh in my head. Even at the party he didn't care about anyone and left with me. My mind a whirlwind of doubts and and assumptions but my heart said otherwise. Despite our initial convenience now things seem different now.

Whatever happens next, I know one thing for sure. That kiss was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. And I can't wait to see where this leads us.

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Taehyung sat in his study, a subtle smile playing on his lips-a rare sight since his parents' death. The room, usually a sanctuary of stern focus and relentless work, now felt different. It was filled with a newfound warmth, a flicker of something he hadn't felt in years. The kiss with Y/N replayed in his mind, stirring emotions he had long buried.

His heart thumped in his chest, a steady rhythm that felt both foreign and comforting. This kiss was different. Unlike the first time, when he had kissed her to calm her panic attack, this kiss was filled with raw emotion. It wasn't just a gesture of comfort; it was an exchange of feelings, an unspoken connection that left him both elated and shaken.