Not a believer hawk/eli moskowitz x y/n

I did what?

Monday morning, what an awful thing. I don't beilieve anyone's favourite day is Monday, if someone says that I call bullshit. Me and Robby have been avoiding each other slightly since the party on Saturday, I think neither of us wanted to talk about what me and Hawk were. I walk through the school doors and instantly feel eyes on me. I wasn't exacly new anymore this would be my fourth week here. Confused I walk to my first class and find Demetri in our usual seats. I pull up a chair and I see people watch me out of the corner of their eyes. I slump into the chair and Demetri instantly whispers in my ear.

"Why is everyone staring at you?" He hushes.

"You see it too?" I say happy I'm not going insane. "I thought I was being stupid, I have no clue why they're staring."

"I'm sure it's nothing." he assures me but i'm not certain he's right.

Class flies by with my zooning out most of it, Demetri waved his hand in front of my eyes frantically as I sat there even after the bell. I didn't hear it for some reason. We small talk on the way to our lunch tables, but when we enter the cafeteria everyone goes quiet, except from a voice I recognised all to well.

"Dude I told you not to fucking show anyone." Eli whisper shouts. Kyler flinches and watches Miguel who's standing defensively next to Eli. I heard they had a massive fight a while before I joined and now Kyler practically shits bricks everytime Miguel's around. Kyler's eyes snap up to me and he smirks, Eli and Miguel spin around and their faces fall at the sight of me.

"Speak of the devil. We were just talking about you Y/n." Miguel whispers something only Kyler can hear and his face falters and he looks terrified.

"What's going on?" I ask defensively "Is this why everyone is staring at me?" Eli walks up to me and grabs my hands in his.

"Please let me explain. Let's go somewhere private-"

"Why is everyone staring at her?" Demetri pipes in standing next to me. I pull my hands from Eli's and back up into Demetri's side.

No one says anything.

"We heard you're very good at going down Y/n, fancy giving me a session." Kyler's friend, Bruck's smirks. Eli closes his eyes and lets out a breath.

"What the fuck did you just say?" I say looking around Eli. I have no idea what's going on and I'm so confused but I have to defend myself.

"It's what your little fun buddy told us." Kyler pipes up, despite the look Miguel is giving him. "And that bra you wore last night, was so so sexy. You should wear that one when you give me head." He chuckles with his friends. My head snaps back to Eli who has his head hung low.

"What did you tell them!" I shout in his face.

"Please, let me talk to you." Eli whispers so only I can hear.

Without thinking my hand swipes across his face and leaves a furious red handprint. I'm so angry I'm convinced I would breathe fire if I tried. Eli doesn't flinch at all when I smacked him and he doesn't even look surprised, only sad. "Your a fucking liar Hawk, I knew everything you said last night was bullshit." When I called him Hawk he stumbled back as though I had actually hit him again. I turn around and push through the crowd I didn't realise had gathered. I hear Demetri and Hawk shout for me but I keep walking and pushing. By the time I'm almost at the schools exit I feel an hand spin me around.

"Please Y/n hear me out." He says his eyes so sad but I don't care.

"Don't fucking touch me." I scream and my voice breaks slightly. Demetri stands a bit futher back behind Hawk just watching everything happening. Finally, I feel my eyes begin to get blurry but I wipe them refusing to show any weakness in front of him.. I look up at Hawk into his eyes. "What did you tell them?" I say my voice broken and small.