Not a believer hawk/eli moskowitz x y/n

Beat his ass hoe

I fall asleep on the sofa, between Robby and Johnny that night. We was watching some Adam Sandler movie Johnny insisted we watched, i think it was called grown ups. I wake up and we're all still bunches up on the sofa, i gently nudge Robby.

"Ro, you've got school." I begin shoving him and i smack his face lightly. "Get up lazy git."

Robby sits up quickly and groans. "Do I have to?"

"Yes, now get ready for school." I shove him off the sofa and he falls and hits the floor.

He groans and climbs up, walking towards our room to get ready. I wake Johnny up next, he gets up relatively quickly and agrees I shouldn't go to school today. Whether he agreed or not I was not going in today, I can't face all the disgusted faces people made whenever they look at me.

I stand up and as Robby goes into the bathroom to shower I go into our room. I kick Robby's blow up mattress as it causes me to trip up when I reach over to the night stand. I don't stop moving and being productive once I'm awake, if I stop, I think and I really don't want to do that. My phone had been blowing up all night but I didn't look at it once, it caused Johnny and Robby to look at each other concerned and I pretended not to notice but I did, of course I did.

I have messages from boys from school asking if they could use my services, I roll my eyes and carry on scrolling. I have so many notifications from Hawk, 86 missed calls, 20 voicemails, 54 messages on imessages, 21 messages on snap, 31 messages on instagram, 49 messages on tiktok and 3 on facebook. Yes the boy had the nerve to contact me through face book aswell. I have 2 missed calls from moon and 4 text messages all asking if i'm okay and reasurring me everyone will forget eventually. I open her messages, she's also invited me to stay around her house if I needed to get out of mine. I smile and as I'm about to respond my phone pings in my hand. Hawk was calling, my hand starts shaking and I'm frozen in place; watching the phone ring. As he's sent to answer phone, I snap out of my trance and watch as I recieve a new voicemail. I cave and open up my voicemail box and only listen to the latest.

"Y/n, I doubt your even listening to this but like I said in my last 10 voicemails, I'm so so sorry. I'd much rather you scream in my face and punch me and kick me then the silent treatment. Demetri told me you weren't coming into school today, so I'm coming to yours straight after. I'll see you later princess, I'm so sorry." He whispers lastly.

I hang up the voicemail and instantly text Moon back asking if shes sure shes okay with me staying over hers tonight. She texts me back instantly saying yes and that I can whenever because shes not going to school either. I stare at my phone for a good minute, unable to think. I'm really happy I'm gonna be at Moon's tonight I don't want to be here when Hawk comes and I can tell he won't change his mind. Moon is such a good person and I'm so thankful we're friends I don't know what I would do without her, I would have Demetri I guess but I wouldn't want him to have to come between me and Hawk again. I walk out of my room and walk into the front room, where Johhny has cracked open a beer already.

"Has Robby left already?" I ask him.

"Yeah, you just missed him." He says taking another swig. "There's a letter for you here." He says throwing the letter like a frisbie towards me.

I barely catch it and straighten myself up. "Thanks. Hey dad, can you drive me to my friend's house? I'm gonna stay over there tonight."

"Yeah sure, tell me when you want to leave. Are you gonna be okay?" He says with a hint of concern.

"Yeah I'll be fine, I listened to one of Hawk's voicemails." I admit holding up my phone. Johnny's fists clench, "He's coming here tonight, to talk to me. I just figured you should know, because you'll be home since training ia cancelled." Johnny cancelled today's training due to the fact he didn't want me to miss out on training just because I wasn't ready to see Hawk again. i have no idea how he's become such a good dad in such a short period of time but if i'm being honest he's genuinely doing amazing. "I'm gonna text Robby and make sure he's here too, just because I don't think you can be trusted around Hawk. I don't want you to end up in prison for assulting more minors." I end with a dry chuckle. Johnny smiles at me weakly.