Not a believer hawk/eli moskowitz x y/n

Back from the dead?

It had been a 2 weeks since everything had happened. I had told Robby about the date, at first he was angry because he didn't want me to get hurt again but he decided that it would be my decision, which was a first. Johnny wasn't as lucky with Robby. Robby had been poking holes at Johnny every chance he got, mentioning Miguel and the fact he left us over and over again. They argued non-stop and I was always in the middle, understanding both points of view. Robby was mad for the same reasons as me, he left us and never came to see us and is only here for us because he is being forced too. However, Johnny is mad because he's trying to make up for everything he didn't do and his efforts are going unseen by Robby. It's annoying being in the middle and having to stop their petty little fights.

Eli and me are good, I started to meet him before history so we could walk together and we've been a lot less serious with each other since we've talked, much to my pleasure. We haven't talked about how I feel towards him since that first week. Him and Demetri are starting to get along again slightly, he still calls Demetri a nerd constantly but it's got less consistent we're hoping to get it down to once a day. Demetri and me have been good, we hung out once or twice just going to the cinema to watch the new Deadpool and things like that (Eli did almost kill him). But we've got much closer, he doesn't like being around Robby but only because he's much more intimidating and thinks he hates him and is planning to humiliate him in front of the school (I did tell Demetri he sounds insane but he didn't listen).

Me and Moon have gotten really close, she's started to invite me to all the parties, I haven't been to any yet but I was excited to go to one eventually. I'm not a big fan of her friend, Sam and I know she's not a fan of mine. I don't know I just don't like the vibe she gives off, it's like she has to make everything about her. I've been avoiding her to not start any issues but Robby has not. I caught them making out in a computer lab once, I threw up instantly. Yasmine isn't my favourite person but she can be okay. I'm always cautious around her though because I don't really like her vibe either.

*Current day*

It's our first day back to school after the weekend and i'm excited to see everyone. I like the schedule of being with everyone and then the bell rings and I have time for my social battery to charge. Johnny decided to drop us off at school today, when we arrive Robby opens the back door and jumps out without a thank you, slamming it shut as he storms off.

Johnny sighs loudly. "I don't know what he wants me to do." He admits.

"I know. He'll come around." I hope so anyway, Robby has always been very stubborn. He once kept a grudge on a kid at kindergarten for 10 years for playing with a toy that he usually played with.

"Can you talk to him? I don't want to put you between me and your brother but I just don't want to keep this shit up." He says sadly, then I noticed how drained he is. His eyes are red and puffy and he's growing his stubble back.

"I'll talk to him Johnny, maybe get some sleep before Cobra Kai tonight." He nods and I smile sympathetically.

"Have a good day Kiddo." He smiles and I jump out the car. I stand on the sidewalk and wave as Johnny drives off. I walk up to where I see my friend group and Robby.

"Look man I don't know what you want but you can't just come here and screw her around whenever you feel like it. You need to go-" I hear Robby say.

"What's going on?" I ask confused. It takes me a second to realise there's an accessory to the group here. "What the fuck is he doing here?" As my eyes settle on Jj. His blonde hair is wavy and clean, his eyes are desperate and livid but he's also... he's covered in dirt?

"I want to talk to you Y/n, I heard about your mom." He says quietly. I shake my head and close my eyes, hoping this is all a terrible dream and i'm going to wake up any second. "I hate how things ended between us." I step back instinctively and I stumble into Demetri.

"Sorry Demi. I ugh-" Eli stands next do Demetri his eyes settled on Jj.

"Please y/n just talk to me." He says reaching out to me. Robby stays close to Jj waiting for me to tell him to do something.

"Jj please go. You can't just come back after everything. I moved away just go." I say holding back tears. Him being here, makes me feel everything I don't want to feel. Hatred stronger than i've ever felt for anyone and a small trace of caring which I hate myself for. He was my first love and even with everything he did to me I still care about him. I just need him gone. I hate him so much that I don't ever want to see him again.

"You're Jj?" Eli says. "What the fuck are you doing here?" He says anger radiating of off him. I'm glad Robby and Eli are here if I could add one more person to the mix it would probably be Johnny.

"Look, I don't know what she's told you but we cared about each other so much. We just need to talk everything out. Robby you know what kind of person I am, tell her to forgive me, she'll listen to you."

I hear Robby scoff. "You were my best fucking friend and you never once told me you liked my sister. You ruined her life Jj! You expect me to make her forgive you?" He starts shouting. My confidence has raised a little, they're both defending me. Not that I didn't think they wouldn't I'm just slightly surprised at their involvement.

"I didn't want to say, sorry man I really like your sister while i'm with another girl!" Jj replies raising his voice as well now.

"Don't you start that bullshit." I say walking towards Jj. I feel Eli walking behind me and stop shortly when i reached Jj. "You never gave a fuck about me or my feelings otherwise you wouldn't have done what you did. You lied to me constantly. I fucking loved you Jj, and I was just another girl on your roster." My voice breaks slightly at the end but I cover it up with a cough. When I make eye contact with Robby, I know he knows i'm not okay.

"Y/n I really like you still and if you give me another chance I can make it all up to you, none of those girls are in the picture anymore, I just need you." He says quickly clearly trying to speak fast so that he doesn't get interrupted. I stumble back into Eli slightly as though he's swung at me. How can he say that? That he needs me? After 2 years he comes back into my life just to lead me stray again. My hearts heavy as I look at this stranger I know everything about.

"You need to leave right now." Eli warns putting his arm in front of me slightly but not noticeably. He's shaking with anger and I'm worried about what's going to happen. I don't want Eli getting in trouble for this.

"What are you her boyfriend or something? Let her speak for herself." Jj provokes. Eli moves forward but I grab his arm and pull him back.

"I can speak for myself just fine and I don't want you anymore!" Jj looks like i've physically slapped him but he regains his poker face quickly.

"You have 10 seconds to leave or I swear to fucking God." Eli breathes through his teeth and for a minute I'm worried Jj is gonna end up with no teeth.

"Or what." He says getting in Eli's face. If Jj and him fight, I know the outcome. Eli will come out on top, no mercy. Which is exactly what i'm afraid of.

"Cmon asshole you heard him." Robby sneers stepping next to Eli and in Jj's face too. Jj doesn't falter but I know he's nervous now. He definitely had no chance against the both of them. I love that they're both setting aside thier rivalry and differences to protect me from this guy together.

"Is this what you want?" Jj asks me but not backing down from eye contact with Hawk and Robby. I'm standing behind them as they pushed their way in front of me.

"Yeah. I do." I move around the boys and he meets me on the side of the boys. The watch us as we move. "Bye Jj. I never want to see you again." I go to put my arms around his neck to make it look like a hug. He bends down, his hand settling on my waist, I knee him in the balls. "That's for me. Now fuck off."

Jj doubles over in pain clutching his crotch, Hawk grabs him by the neckline of his shirt and dragged him away from me. Pushing him in the direction of the car park. I silently hope Jj gets hit by a car whilst crossing the road and I don't feel guilty in the slightest.

Robby grabs me and pulls me away. We get to the empty field of the school and he pulls me into a hug. I hug back instantly and start bawling. All my built up tears finally come crashing. I hadn't cried since mom died and I didn't think I would ever have to deal with Jj again but of course he wants to ruin everything I have as soon as I finally get something good.

"I hate him so much Ro." I sob.

"I know." He says hugging me tighter. "I know."