Higher Than Love - Jungkook x Reader (BTS Fanfiction)

Chapter 17: Something That Should Have Been Done Long Ago

When you are stuck with a person in a place, I guarantee you, you will 100% know them a lot more.

A few days had passed. We were still stuck in the cave. And the more time that passed, the more we became one. His body was used to mine and mine was used to his.

The more the days passed, the more the snow seemed to slow down. Every morning in the cave, I would wake up in Jungkook's arms. The first thing I would see was his attractive face that I would never get tired of staring at. Then I would turn to see the entrance of the cave. Everyday the snow became calmer and calmer. It sort of gave me hope. Maybe with the storm gone we could find our way back.

Another day rose up on the cave. Jungkook held me closely to his body. His heat never disappointing. It was very hot and enough for me to be very warm. His lips pressed against my forehead. I sighed and hugged him closer.

Every time I would hug him, I would remind myself that everything that I had hoped to do in a couple years, I had already done.

I had had my first boyfriend.

I had had my first kiss.

I had had my first time.

I had had my first adventure with him.

Everything that I had hoped to do had already been done. Jungkook...was the person I had anticipated so much.

Even if he came early I was the happiest person in the world. And now that I had him, I never wanted to let go of him. Never.

"What are you thinking about that makes you smile so cheeky?" He whispered through my hair. I giggled and turned to look up at him.

"I was just thinking of all things that had happened in my life because of you."

Jungkook frowned with a smirk and leaned closer to me pressing his nose against mine.

"Oh, really? What are all those things?"

"Well, let's just say that I had always wanted a boyfriend like you."

Jungkook busted out laughing leaving me confused. He laughed as if I had said a really funny joke. Since I didn't really know what was going on, I stared at him as if he was crazy.

"Um, what's so funny?"

"Like...me? A boyfriend?" He said as if he was not a good boyfriend or something.

"Yeah. Like you."

"Y/n, I was mean to you. What kind of boyfriend does that?"

"First of all, you weren't my boyfriend during that time. And secondly, I told you that I forgive you. I told you that you don't have to keep being sorry."

"I know that you said that, but for me--the one that has to live with it--it's kind of hard to swallow. Kind of difficult to forget."

I knew what he trying to say. And he was right.

There was a look in Jungkook's face. Almost as if he was curious of something. He looked into my eyes and frowned.

"Y/n, that day when..."

"When..?"

Jungkook took a deep breath before continuing.

"When I saved you from Taehyung, had he really kissed you?"

I did not expected that question at all. It was as if they had punched me in the center of my stomach making all the air in my lungs push out leaving my mouth dry.

His question brought many thoughts and memories to my head. But if I was honest, the one thought took all my attention was that...I hadn't done everything I wanted with Jungkook. At least not 100%.