I know I'm still working on my other fan fic right Now and I need to catch up with the fiction that I've been working on for a year. I'm almost done with the fiction I'm writing about. I'm still going to work on the other fan fic that I published fo...
I always loved Rob and always will till the day I die. He was the love of my life. We both were in the same shoes. We both felt empty. We both wanted to be loved. We made love tremendously. We did some crazy stuff together so much that I don't think I'm too brave to say and might take it to my grave. We both were crazy for each other but we both had demons. We were searching for the same thing we were searching for years. When he died a part of me died. I thought I was going to die. It got till the point where I didn't want to do acting no more. I blamed myself most of the time but Rob always told me it wasn't my fault. I tried to do everything and nothing worked. But the best thing he ever gave me was a daughter. Our daughter was 6 years old when he died. Our daughter's name is RaeLynn Claire Jefferson. But before we had our daughter I got pregnant but loss my baby during labor in 1991. Robert and I were very devastated. There was a time where we were engaged but I ended it cause of Rob doing drugs. I couldn't take it anymore. We were engaged in 94. Rob had to stay with me and our daughter in my house. Rob was going through a lot cause this was during a Time when The Milli Vanilli Scandal took place. He was never the same anymore. I can't imagine how Fab grieved Rob's death. When I went to rob's funeral and saw his face in the coffin I broke down in tears. I was screaming and crying so hard his sister Carmen had to hold me. She knew I really loved him. Our baby girl kissed his forehead and told him how much she loves him, and how she'll never forget her father. But the great memories I still have of him is something that I'll never forget. I'll never forget his laugh, his cries, him kissing me, holding me, loving me, caring for me, and him protecting me. He was a strong guy. He gave me love that I never experienced from guys before. We dated in 89 after the tour ended. I sort of figured that Rob and Fab were lip syncing but I didn't care. They were used, and abused by that producer who I can't say. Rob and I were 5 years apart. When I met him he was so young and innocent. I was born in Germany and was adopted at 6. I went through hell in my childhood. Rob had curly thick hair. He was a breakdancer. I use to see him talk to his friends that were dancers. When I looked at him I thought he was one of the most beautiful man I've ever seen in person. I guess we were a match made in heaven I should say. I believe Rob isn't suffering no more. I believe Rob is with God and I can't wait to see him again-Arienna Jefferson VH1 interview 2001.
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1983 September 3rd 1984
Mariah knocks on Arienna's bedroom door
Arienna: damn it..(covers her wrist with her sweater) come in!
Mariah enters the room
Mariah: Arienna, are you ready for school? We missed the bus
Arienna smacks her teeth
Arienna: who cares if we miss school. You know how much I hate school. Mom can take us to school
Mariah: but this is the 9th time we missed the school bus..are you missing the bus on purpose?
