I held on tight to Jude's body as he rode the jet ski, I was having way too much fun. Him and Trent were racing around, water splashing everywhere as the jet ski crushed the waves.
Somehow, with a background full of laughs and excitement I had yet another one of my introspective moments. As my heart was filled with pure joy I had a glimpse of what my life had been. I had so many goals and dreams for myself but yet, I hadn't fulfilled any of them. The closeness to my 30's was frightening, let alone not having accomplished any of the objectives I had set myself to. I wanted to travel the world yet at 26, I had never even had a passport since I never got past Spain & England when it was still part of the European Union. I wanted to pursue art yet I was too afraid to show my work to the world. I wanted to live a life that was beyond comfortability yet the money I managed to put aside monthly was not much. I always believed that I didn't let my parents fear of living a grand life affect me but the truth was my savings were the result of just that. I didn't want to spend money on non-necessary things other than clothes & make-up, of course. Maybe I was just as afraid as them without realising, maybe I was the one blocking my own self from ascending to the next level in life.
