Trust Issues

BROKEN

Happy smiles suddenly fade
A strong bond unexpectedly breaks
Genuine memories suddenly crashed like a hard hate
A broken foundation of us is easily wrecked by a tricky fate
Unaware of what's happening to ours
The short span of time we shared is now contaminated by bloody wars
We're living in the same circles, but you're lost right now, far away from Mars
Because of you, my trust issues are now caving in, ready to introduce me out of the bars
 
 
You're the worst mistake I've ever made
You dressed up like a saint to make me upset
Playing tricks on my world, treating me as your pet
Following you all the time, preaching you so badly like you're my bet
I'm not that kind of guy anymore; you shouldn't forget
You drowned me, betrayed me, and pushed me down to death
My trust isn't yours anymore; it's not a warning; it's a threat
You don't deserve my trust; you changed me, so it's time for you to skip a breath
My trust is precious, precious, precious to get

Your presence is now blurred by mine
You can't bring back the real me you knew like the last time
You're now excluded from my show, where I'll present my shine
It's just a small thing; that's life; that's pretty fine
When our eyes met, I should have been the one to decline
You wasted my time; you didn't deserve my glaze and normal line
Because of you, it's so hard to trust right now and to be kind

Because of you, my trust issues are now caving in, ready to introduce me while holding a glass of wine
Now I know the real reason
You sabotaged me like it's the end of the season
For all the things that happened, I think this is the big lesson
Trusting is a vulnerable thing, very rare to find, like there's always a caution
Full of issues affecting my trust
You threw it all away, turning it into dust
The air I breathed before is now poisoned by your rust
Trust issues are a pretty thing, happening to me like it's a must