Heroin(e) -tripleS-

Soxinz VII

Suddenly, she stood up drastically. That sound was echoing right into her ears. The deep and soothing voice comes from someone she wants the most right now. She wants to hear it more. She knows that sitting still here is not gonna help.

Her hands that were holding her dress for the whole time before, immediately removed the crown on her head and threw it away on the sofa she just sat. Then, impulsely running out from that waiting room.

Everyone in the room is stunned and some of them are trying to call for help to stop her but no one dares to catch her since she's running too fast even though using heels.

She's running out through the door which is not connected to the hall where the attendees are sitting. But the door that sent her to the outside of the hall but still in the building. She's running with a motive. And she knows that her motive is not in the hall yet.

She's determined to get away from there. She can't forever fake her real feelings and let her use herself anymore. She's desperate to save herself right now. Save herself from getting further from Sohyun again.

It's enough for her to feel this endless anxiety anymore. She's tired of resisting her urge to be honest. Honest of her feelings right now. Towards her father, her fiance, and the most important one, towards Sohyun. For her now, it's now or never.

Her eyes are wandering around the building. From the very left corner to the very right corner of that space, is scanned by her. Every single person there gets ignored by her just because the face she's searching for is not on their faces.

She's also scanning the floor above and under her just to find that one special figure. Her hands that are holding the glass fence that is guarding every edge of each floor in this building are getting sweaty. Her eyes have started to get teary and her heels are slowly taken off of her scratched legs as she feels so desperate.

She's running down to the lower floor, then to the even lower floor, then to the even lower floor, then she runs to the edge of the building. But, that figure is still nowhere to be found but she just doesn't wanna stop. She doesn't want to be closer to that place anymore. She doesn't want to be found. If she can't find her, then let her isolate herself.

Her bare feet are getting heavier than before but her heart is getting lighter. Until her feet stopped in front of the huge transparent glass. Her view now is a wide green garden outside of that building that is perfectly spread throughout the space. It looks pleasantly beautiful and decorated with blurry effects that come from the tears that are still on her eyes.

Her suffocated breath just now got exhaled a little longer. Letting out all of the sighs she has been pent up. Her eyes and her body gets a little relaxed but her heart is still longing for that person.

She's lazily standing still in front of that view, trying to organize her mind from everything that has happened to her for the past few months.

She knows that person will come to this wedding ceremony and that she knows that she could meet her again. But she also knows that person possibly couldn't find her since she's already far away from where she should be.

Yet, she doesn't wanna go back. Right now, she's just hoping for that person to pop up in front of her. Whether it's possible or impossible, she just wants it to happen.

She's facing above as she feels a bit relieved. She slowly closed her eyes making the last drop of her tears flow down her cheeks. It's so quiet since there is no one here and all she can hear now is only the sound of something echoing from afar. However, there is not a single smile that could be carved on her lips right now. Until....

"Xinyu ah".

That deep and soothing voice just echoed in her ears once again. Almost feels like it's her imagination only. Her heart suddenly skips a beat. Her eyes slowly opened widely again and she's facing her front back. But there is no one there.