The other women

Nine.

I lay in bed with Michael we just had amazing sex as always, this time he was so gentle with me. I could not get our conversation out of my head, I was surprise that he asked me why I did not ask him to leave is wife, does he want me to ask him? I look at this man lying next to me sleeping peacefully, I was so in love with him it hurt me, but I will never beg him to leave his wife, I know cheating with a married man is already so wrong, but one thing I will not do is beg him. I sigh and stand up going to make myself some tea, I cannot sleep. I walk to the kitchen and make myself some tea. I know deep down that we will never be forever and I know he is not mine to have, he has a wife and a child and what I am doing is breaking up a family, but I also feel that I deserve to be happy and he makes me happy.

I put my cup in the sink and walk back to my room, I lay down next to Michael and he turns around pulling me closer to him. "What's wrong?" he ask his voice raspy from sleep. "Nothing, can't sleep" I say and he kiss my shoulder. He was quiet after that, I can hear he is sleeping again, I finally fell asleep after a while, it was nice being in Michael's arms and I wish this was our life, me and him together forever. I woke up the next morning with Michael kissing me, I smile and turn around. "Morning baby" "Morning" I say enjoying waking up like this. "I like waking up to you." he say kissing down my neck and I smile, "Me too" I say closing my eyes, enjoying the moment, I was already naked so it made it so easy for him, he was on top of me kissing my neck and collar bone. He start moving down and he kiss my thighs, rubbing his fingers over my clit, I moan and he smiles, pushing a finger in me and moving it so slowly, he looks up at me and suck his finger.

"You always taste so sweet." he say and I smile, this man with his words. He started sucking me, "fuck" I moan as he insert two fingers, he was hitting my g spot every time and I loved it. "Cum on my fingers baby" he say sucking me harder and I do, I soak his fingers. He sit up smiling and then he put his fingers in my mouth. "Taste how good you taste." he say and I suck his finger, he smile pulled his finger out and he kissed me, "Fuck I need to fuck you hard. " he say and I smile, I knew last night wasn't going to hold long, he likes it rough and I am not complaining. "Fuck me hard, baby." I say scraping my teeth against his chin and he smile sitting up, he took a condom putting it on and then he flips me. "Hold on tight" he say and I hold onto the headboard. He thrust into me and I moan. He didn't give me a minute to adjust to him.

He started pounding into me, "Fuck baby, look at you so sexy." he say slapping my ass and I moan. He grabbed me by my hair pulling me up, "I will never get enough of you." he say kissing my neck and I can feel my orgasm moving closer. He pushed me down, my face in the mattress, I feel my legs shake from my orgasm, "Cum on my cock baby, show me how good I make you feel." he say and I cum hard. He flips me back over and he thrust into me my legs over his shoulders, "You are mine." he say grabbing my throat and I cannot believe it but I am going to cum again. "Fuck" I moan and he smile, rubbing my clit. "That's it baby, you take me so good." he say and another orgasm rips through me. He thrust a few more times and then he cum with a loud groan.

He fell next to me on the bed and I lay on his chest. "I love waking up to that." I say and he laugh. "Me too." "I'm going to shower want to join?" I ask and he smile standing up. We took a shower together and then I walked down to make breakfast, he came down sitting on the bar chair when his phone rang, he look at it and sigh, "I need to take this." he say and I nod, turning the bacon, he walks to the back of my house out the door, but I can still hear him. "Morning darling" he greets her and I frown. "Yes, I know, I did not forget, I am coming back tonight." "Olivia don't start I am busy and don't have time for it." they are clearly arguing about something, I finish the eggs and I started dishing up, I walk out and he looks at me, I mouth that breakfast is ready and he nods. "I have to go, yes we can talk tonight, okay bye."

He came in and sat with me at the table. "Everything okay?" I ask and he looks up. "Yes, don't worry about it." he say and I look down, I hate this we cannot talk about everything because that part of his life I am not allowed to mention and I don't want to but if I see something is bothering him, I would love for him to talk about it with me. I did not ask questions again and I was frustrated that he can't talk to me. We ate in silence and I started cleaning the kitchen, he came and put his plate in the sink and then he wrapped his arms around my waist. "I'm sorry for snapping at you, she is just so fucking annoying sometimes." he say and I nod, not saying anything. I finish the kitchen and then went to sit on the sofa. "It's such a nice day, wish we could go out." I say and he nods. "I know, me too." My phone rang and I its Mia

"Hi Mia", "Hi, what are you doing right now?" I frown looking at Michael "Nothing why?" "Good, come join us for drinks a bunch of us is going to have lunch and a few drinks at that place around the corner of my house." she say and I sigh. "I can't right now." I say and I see Michael frown. "Why, are you with him." she ask and I roll my eyes. "Mia, I am not getting into it with you right now." I say "Bring him with then, no wait I forgot you can't because he is married." "Low blow Mia, fuck you." I say losing my patients and Michael looks at me shock. "Look Ava I'm sorry okay but that is the truth, just come over when you are done okay." she say "I will let you know" I say and we hang up. I groan throwing my phone on the sofa.

"Mia really doesn't like me does she?" Michael ask and I sigh, running my hands through my hair. "No, but it's not you it's what we are doing she doesn't like." I say and he nods. "I hate this, I hate that we cannot go out in public, or that we cannot join my friends for drinks, even spending a night together is a challenge." I say standing up pacing the room, he sigh sitting up and look at me. "We can't even talk about your life, half of your life we don't talk about like your daughter for instance, and I fucking hate it." I say losing my cool.