The other women

Twenty Seven.

I lay in bed unable to sleep, Ava is not herself and I know I am to blame, I don't want her to leave me but I know I cannot make her stay unless I tell Olivia is over. Why am I holding onto Olivia, is it really because I am scared of my father or my partnership? I don't know anymore all I know is I don't know how life will be without Ava. I turn to look at her beautiful face, she was asleep and I just know this week has been very draining for her, she has made up her mind before she even came here and I don't blame her, I have been making promises and not keeping it, I lean forward and kiss her on her lips she stir a bit and then she open her beautiful eyes look at me. "Sorry I did not want to wake you." I whisper and she smile. "It's okay." she say leaning in kissing me again.

I climb on top of her deepening the kiss, I want to savour this last night with her. I kiss her neck and I move down her body all the way to her thighs, I kiss and lick every part of her, I want to make sure I remember how she taste. I remove her panties and I start sucking her, she moan and I am sure I will never forget her sounds. I enter two fingers and I can feel how her body react to me it's like she is made for me, and over the past 8 months I have really get to know her body. "Fuck, I am going to cum." she moan and I suck harder, I want her to cum on my tongue so that I can remember her taste. She cum with a loud moan and I smile, my favourite thing is to make her cum. I move up her body again sucking and licking taking the shirt she has on with me and I pull it over her head, I watched her body, I want this image to be imprinted in my head forever. I lean over and take a condom from the night stand, I want to be in her when I cum.

I see her frown as I put it on and I lean in kissing her again, I push into her, I am going to take this slow I want to really make this last, I was not fucking her or being rough I was making love to her, I hope she can feel the love I have for her, because for some reason I cannot get the words to tell her that I love her. I kiss her neck and she moan. "Faster please." she beg and I smile, "I want to take it slow baby." I say biting her ear and she moan. "Fuck, I cannot get enough of you." I say and she moan, I move deeper hitting her sweet spot and she wrap her legs around me pushing me deeper. "I am going to cum." She whisper again, I was also close and when I feel her shake beneath me I also cum with her, I groan kissing her and we both just lay there a little, I rill off her and take the condom off, I pull her so that she was laying with her head on my chest.

"Why did that feel like goodbye sex?" she ask drawing circles on my chest and I kiss her head. "I don't know, maybe because you want to say goodbye." I say and she look up at me. She frown for a moment and lay her head back down, I think she wanted to say something but she just decided to leave it. We lay there not talking and then I hear her breathing getting even and I know she is asleep, I did not move her, I wanted to have her in my arms as long as I can, I finally fell asleep. I woke up with the sun coming through the curtains. I feel the bed next to me and Ava was not there, I sit up rubbing my eyes, I did not sleep enough. I walk to the kitchen finding her sitting on the sofa with coffee. "Morning beautiful." I greet her and she look up, I can see she has been crying and my heart broke. I got coffee and went to sit with her. "What time is the flight?" she ask

I frown is she so desperate to get away from me. "At 11." I say and she nod it has never been so awkward between us. "Ava, we need to talk before we leave." I tell her and she nod looking at me. "I need to know what is going to happen when we get back home." I ask her, I want her to tell me that words, I want her to say it over. She sigh putting her cup down and turn so that she can look at me. "I cannot wait another month or two, I think its best if we just go and move on with our lives, you with your family and me on my own." She say wiping her tears. "So it's over?" I ask her, she still didn't say the words and I need to hear it. She look up and nod. "I need you to say it Ava." I say and she look down frowning. "It's over Michael, for my own heart its over." she says her voice breaking a bit. It broke my heart hearing that words, but I needed to hear it.

"I will respect that, but I want to know, if I leave Olivia will you be with me?" I ask I know what I am asking I am asking her to wait for me, to not find someone else because I cannot picture her with someone else it makes my blood boil. "I can't wait for you Michael that is selfish to except me to wait for you." she say looking at me and I nod. "Then it's over Ava." I say standing up and walking away, I cannot sit there and pretend that my heart is not breaking, what we had was special and she is such a special person. I walk to the bathroom and I stand under the water, I feel the pain in my heart. I started crying, I never cry and that women in the other room made me cry, I am so in love with her and I don't know how I will ever be able to go on without her.

I step out of the bathroom and walk to the room, she goes into the bathroom and I hear the shower running, I got dress and started packing my things. She came out already dressed, so she doesn't even want to dress in front of me anymore. "Ready to go?" I ask her and she nods. We walk to the car waiting for us and we drove to the airport, this is going to be a long awkward flight. We sat down opposite from each other and she took out her book, I could not keep my eyes of her, I need to take in every part of her. She look up at me probably feeling me staring at her and she gave me the smallest smile. "I'm going to miss you." I say I need her to know that. "And I am going to Miss You." she say and I smile. "Thank you for coming with me." she nod looking back at her book.

I took out my phone and see Olivia texted me, I sigh opening the message.

Olivia: Hi, can't wait to see you, I have exciting news.

I frown, nothing can be exciting to me knowing when we land Ava is not going to be in my life anymore.

Me: On the plane see you later.

I look at Ava again and I could not believe this is happening, maybe I should just tell Olivia it's over, and then I can be with Ava I know that is what she want.