The other women

Twenty Six.

I walked to the room, I can feel I had too much to drink and I went to the bathroom, I slide against the door till I sat down and I just break down. I tried to be as quiet as possible I don't want him to come in here, after everything that happened and everything I confessed to him, he still did not get it, I wanted him to say he will go back and leave her that he will be with me and not her, but I know now that will never happening. I stood up and washed my face and got rid of the bikini that was underneath the t shirt and I walk back out getting in the bed and pull the covers over my face, I want to be home so bad right now. I fell asleep still feeling tired and the wine also help me to fall asleep. I woke up in the middle of the night, seeing that Michael did come to bed, I stood up and walk to get water and an Advil, I decided to walk and go sit on the beach, I won't be able to fall asleep anyway.

I grab a blanket and walk to the beach watching the waves, I look up at the stars, and it was so beautiful. I play with the sand watching the waves, my mind playing all the images of me and Michael over the past few months, we had so much good times and for it to end like this doesn't feel right, but for my own heart I need to end this. I deserve to be happy, I deserve someone that wants to marry me and that is not married already, but I realized that I am not just in love with Michael I actually love him and that scares the shit out of me. "What are you doing out here?" I turn around to see Michael stand there and he walk closer sitting next to me. "Couldn't sleep." I say and he nods. We watched the waves for a bit and then I look at him. "You know, you are like the perfect man, the one I always dreamed of when I was younger." I say and he look at me shock.

"Was the perfect guy married?" he ask and I laugh. "Yes to me." I say and he laugh. "Well I am far from perfect baby, and you should know that." he say and I nod looking at the waves again. "Ava, I wish I met you before I met Olivia, I wish you are the women I am married to and I am so happy that I met you and the last 8 months it was amazing, and I don't want it to end, but I also cannot promise you that I will leave Olivia in the next month or two." he say and I look at him with tears in my eyes. "I know" I say wiping the tear running down my cheek. "And as much as I want to be with you and say fuck it, I can't I need someone that is going to be there for me, to have dinners with my friends with and to go home to after a long day." I say and he pull me closer. "I know, and I am sorry I can't be that for you now." he say and I just nod laying my head on his shoulder. This was the end of us and we both knew that, but why was my heart breaking so much.

"Let's go inside." he say standing up pulling me with him. We got in bed just cuddling, I was lying with my back to his front and I couldn't stop the tears from falling, he did not say anything he just comfort me and kissed my shoulder. I finally fell asleep again, knowing my life from now on will not be the same. I will not have Michael anymore and I don't know if I can ever move on from him. I woke up feeling the bed next to me and he was not there, he already left I went and took a long shower and then I made myself some breakfast. I walked to the beach spending my day there, swimming and sunbathing. I was so ready to go home and to just get this over with. When I see its time for Michael to come home, I walk back and started packing, we are leaving early tomorrow and I was grateful for that.

I was busy putting my last things in my bag when Michael came in. "You packing already?" he ask kissing my head and I nod. "Yeah, wanted to make sure I have everything." I say and he nods. "I have already organized food for us so I just want to spend the night with you, and I don't want to fight we will sort out all of this when we get back." he say sitting on the bed and I nod walking to him, I step in between his legs, I just want to have this last day with him and soak him in and then I will let him go. "Okay sounds good." I say kissing him and he deepens the kiss. He pull me so that I was straddling him and he kiss my neck. "I want to fuck you." he say and I smile at him. "Then do." I say feeling we need this I need to feel close to him. He flips us and my back was on the bed, he remove my shirt and then my shorts, I was still in my bikini. He started kissing my body and I moan, he moved down and remove my bikini bottom, he start sucking my clit and I moan my hands in his hair.

He insert two fingers and started hitting my sweet spot. "Don't stop" I moan and he suck harder, I cum with a loud moan and he move up my body again, he kiss me and then he thrust into me, I wrap my legs around him and he goes deeper, "Fuck, baby I missed this." he say and I kiss him, he thrust a few more times and then he pull out Cumming on my stomach. He stood up and went to fetch a cloth to clean me, he does and then he pulled me with him to the top of the bed and we lay like that. "I don't want you to give up on us." he say and I look up at him. "I told you already I cannot wait any longer." I say and he nods kissing my head. There was a knock and he stand up pulling his pants up and walking to the door. He came back smiling at me. "Come let's eat." he say and I nod grabbing his shirt and pull it on. We ate and we talked about everything that is happening when we are going back. I have photoshoot after photoshoot.

"Let's watch a movie." I say and he nods walking with our wine glasses to the living area. We chose a movie and I lay my head on his shoulder. After a while he ask. "Ava, I need to know that we can work through this." I frowned doesn't he understand, the only way we will work through this is if he left his wife. "The only way we will be able to work through this is if you leave Olivia." I say and he nods looking at me. "Okay and I said I will, I just need time." he say and I shake my head looking back to the TV. "I don't want to fight Michael, and I told you already I am not waiting any longer." I say and he was quiet. "I'm tired, are you coming to bed?" I ask him and he nods switching of the TV walking with me to the room.