The other women

Eighteen.

I could not believe when I opened the door that Ava was here, she told me she was not coming why is she here. She did look beautiful though. I watch her the whole evening talking to Mia, and when my wife pulled her to Victoria I had to join to hear what they are talking about, they talked about her in lingerie and I could not help but smile, I have seen her in lingerie and naked and I must say there is nothing as good as ripping the lingerie right off her. Her comment about making small efforts was a jab at Olivia and I was not pleased, was she here to make trouble. I was looking for Lily and John told me he saw her go upstairs with a young lady. I heard Lily talking in our room, but I did not hear someone with her. I walked closer and I see Ava and Lily in my room, in my and Olivia's room and I needed her to go.

"What are you doing here?" I ask watching Ava spin around with a book in her hand. "I wanted to show Ava mommy has her face on a book." Lily say and I nod looking at my daughter. "Lily, go down stairs we are going to eat soon, I just need a minute wit Ava." I say watching her look from me to Ava she nods and walk out. I could see the panic in Ava's eyes and I was pissed off. I sigh closing the door behind me. "What are you really doing here Ava?" I ask her and I can see the hurt in her eyes. "I'm sorry, Lily wanted me to see the magazine, and I did not know she was going to pull me into your room." she say putting the magazine on the bed. "I mean in my house?" I ask her, I know I am busy pushing her away and the way I am talking to her is not right but I can't help it, her, Olivia and Lily under same roof makes me nervous.

She sigh folding her arms. "Mia dragged me here, I was not planning on coming." she say and I nod putting my hands in my pockets. "You need to leave." I tell her and I can see hear heart breaking in front of me, she frown and then nod walking to the door. "You can go to Mexico alone, or even better take your wife." she spit angry now and I knew I fucked up. "Ava, I did not mean it like that, but you being here makes me nervous and Olivia already picked up on it." I say trying to safe this. "I cannot give a fuck what your wife pick up on or not, were done Michael." she say opening the door and walking out, I took a deep breath and watch her walk to the front door, with Mia. I sigh and walked down stairs, "there you are, let's get a beer man." my best friend Victor say and I shake my head. "How about a whiskey in my office?" he smile and walk with me.

"So how is things with you and Olivia?" he ask as I gave him the whiskey and we sat on the chairs opposite each other. "I don't know, we are always fighting." I say sipping my whiskey and he nods. "And how is your sex life?" he ask and I smile, with Ava fucking amazing with Olivia none existing. "We don't have one." I say and he nods. "And you and Victoria?" I ask, I know he also cheated on Victoria and she found out and they had work through it, I just don't think Victor was in love with the girl like I am with Ava. "Good, we are still working thru it you know, it's been difficult but we are working on It." he say and I nod. "And your sex life?" I ask him sipping my whiskey and he smile. "It's good, you know if you want to make something work you can." he say and I nod looking at my whiskey, he had a point. "So you and that Ava girl?" he ask and my head snapped up to him. "What do you mean?" "Come on man, I saw how she is looking at you and I saw you looking at her, and she left after you were in the room together, I assumed you asked her to leave?" he say and I sigh downing my drink and pouring another one for us.

"How long have it been going on?" he ask me and I sigh running my hands thru my hair. "Almost 8 months." I say and he look shock. "Fuck, and Olivia is not suspecting anything?" he ask and I shake my head. "Fuck man" he say and I nod. "I know, and her coming here tonight just made things awkward for me and I asked her to leave." I say and he nods. "Are you planning on ending it?" he ask and I look down. "I don't know, she's special man." I say and he nods sitting up pouring us each a whisky again. "Well she is absolutely stunning I will give you that." he say and I smile, she sure is I knew Victor will not judge me because he was there, he had an affair for 5 months before Victoria found out. "But take it from me, it always get out and Olivia likes her, that alone is going to complicate your life." he say and I nod. "I know, how did you manage to end it?" I ask and he smile. "I did not really have a choice, if I am being honest, I would have probably still be with Emily if Victoria did not find out, but I am happy now we have worked through all our issues and I am happy." he say and I don't know if he is trying to convince himself or me.

"How did you meet her?" he ask and I smile, "That guys trip I took with the other boys 7 months ago, she was there for a shoot and I don't know just something about her pulled me to her immediately, yes she is fucking beautiful but she is really a good person and so interesting." I say and he nod smiling. "Well, sorry to break it to you man but you are in love and unless something major happen I don't think you will let her go." he say and I nod he was right I don't think I will ever be able to let her go. "But I can tell you one thing, it will break Olivia, I saw it with Victoria, it breaks them. Even if me and Victoria are still working through it, that trust is gone and she is not the same." he say and I nod I know what he is saying is true. "I don't know what to do." I say and he smile. "I know, it's difficult the attention they give you is something else, you feel like there is nothing wrong in your life, I've been there man I know." he say and I nod. "Please don't tell Victoria." I say and he nods standing up. "Of course I will not tell her, but I will tell you this you need to make a choice, you are already in too deep." he say walking out the door.

I finish my whiskey and took a deep breath, I walk out of my office and back to the party, I see Mia glaring at me and I just walk past her to Olivia talking to john. I could not get Ava out of my head and I really need to see her to explain myself, I cannot let this be the end of us.