The other women

Twelve.

I had the worst fucking week, and the vacation did not go as planned, me and Olivia was fighting every night and I just had it, poor Lily did not know what was happening. Olivia was now convinced that I do not want to be married anymore and she even accused me of having an affair, okay that part is true but still. I gave her everything I worked my ass of for her to be at home and not work to go on shopping and lunch trips with her fucking friends. On the last night of our vacation I just had to message Ava, I missed her and she was the only one that understood me. When she told me she was going to Monaco I was pissed again I forgot about that and when she told me to stop messaging her I almost lost it. I was happy to be home and on Monday when I stepped into the office it was chaos. I just wanted to hear her voice and I called her, she was crying I could hear that and she did not like me calling her baby. I fucked up I know but I need her back. She was the balance in my life I needed.

I did not call or message her the rest of the week, I was too busy and when I got home I tried making it up to Olivia and Lily by having dinner with them and just be a family. I saw her Instagram post of course I did, she looked fucking stunning on the run way and when I saw her having fun in a club I was mad, that should be me with her. I know she came back today and I wanted to go see her, I needed to see her. I did not know if I was making a mistake to go see her but here I was after work sitting in front of her apartment. I took a deep breath and then I got out of the car and walked to her apartment, I knock and I hear her shout. "Coming" I was holding my breath, I was scared and excited at the same time. She open the door and my breath hitch she looked so fucking beautiful.

"Michael." she say and I smile at her. "What are you doing here?" she ask looking around as if I brought someone with. "I had to see you Ava." I say and she nods, "Can I come in?" I ask and I see her hesitate and then she nods stepping aside to let me in. I walked in waiting for her to close the door and she does, she walk to the living room and I follow her, she had on some leggings and a tank top and my god she looked absolutely stunning. She gesture for me to sit and I do, she sat on the opposite chair of me and I frown. "What do you want Michael?" she ask running her hands through her hair. "How was Monaco?" I ask and she sigh sitting back. "Good thanks, how was your trip with your family?" she ask and I know she done that to piss me off.

"Not so good." I say and she nods. "I ask again Michael what you want." I looked at her surprised she was angry now not sad anymore and I cannot blame her. "I just had to see you." I say and she nods. "Okay and now you have seen me so you can go." she say standing up and I shake my head. "No, we need to talk, I want to sort this out." I say and she laugh folding her arms. "Have you left your wife yet?" she ask and I look down. "Okay then please go." she say and I also stand up, I move closer to her and she step back. "No, please don't touch me." she say and I let my hands fall to my sides again. "Ava" I try but she shake her head. "No, Michael I can't." She say looking in my eyes and I nod biting my lip. "I'm in love with you Michael can't you see that, I am so fucking in love with you that you ruined me for other guys, I cannot look at another man without comparing them to you and it hurts." she say not so brave anymore wiping a tear from her cheek.

"Baby" I say trying to walk closer to her again and she shake her head stepping back again. "No, you made it clear you don't feel the same way so please just go." she say turning away from me. I walked to her and pulled her to me her back to my front, I took in her scent and I smile, god I have missed her. "I am in love with you too." I whisper in her ear and she turn around looking at me in shock. "What?" she ask clearly thinking she heard wrong. I take her hands rubbing my thumbs over the back of her hands smiling at her. "I am in love with you too Ava, I can't get you out of my fucking head and it's driving me crazy." I say and she just look at me. "What about your wife?" she ask and I sigh pulling her to my chest. "I am going to leave her." I say and she look at me smiling, "Are you sure?" she ask and I nod. "Ava, I need to sort things out first, but I do know I want to be with you not her I cannot promise I will leave her tomorrow, but I promise it will happen soon, I first need to sort out my family and my firm, I do know I do not want to life without you, these past two weeks was fucking hell." I say and she looks unsure.

"I give you a month Michael, and then if you do not leave her we are done for good." she say and I nod, I would do anything she ask of me, hell I will even walk through a fire. I pull her closer and for the first time in 2 weeks I kiss her, it felt like I was home, she was home to me. She deepen the kiss and I pick her up carrying her to the room, we undress each other quickly and soon I was thrusting into her, "fuck I missed you." I whisper and she moan. "I am never letting you go again." I say and she smile kissing my neck, I groan as she bites me and then lick the spot. I can feel that I am going to cum. "baby, you need to cum for me please." I beg her making sure she is taken care of first, I thrust faster and deeper knowing I am hitting her sweet spot, she moan as the orgasm hits her and I smile, I thrust a few more times and then I cum with a loud groan. I fell on the bed next to her kissing her shoulder. "I really missed you." I say and she smile rubbing my lip. "Me too." she say and I am sure if I die now I would be in heaven.

She sits up suddenly and I can see the panic in her eyes. "Did you take the condom off already?" she ask and I went ice cold. "Fuck no, I did not use one." I say and she looked at me shocked. "Okay it will be fine, I am on the pill but I will just go to the store now and get a morning after pill." she say getting up and dress. I look at her and frown. "Ava, do you not want children?" I ask and she stopped with her shoes in her hand looking at me. "I do, but not with a married man, and not now my career is only taking off now." she say and I nod getting dress, worried that she was not honest with me.