LES

softcore

  'you've been my muse for a long time,
you get me through every dark night'

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softcore
the neighbourhood

JOBE HAD ACTUALLY COMFORTED ME last night, even on the ride home he was holding my arm the whole time, it was nice to have comfort but weir that it was from jobe.

I was rethinking life the whole way back home, I stayed up all night, I just wasn't able to sleep.

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jobebellingham
you follow each other
3:27AM

chloecorbu
you awake?

jobebellingham
I am now

chloecorbu
oh, sorry!

jobebellingham
that's okay
wsp?

chloecorbu
can't sleep
Abu?

jobebellingham
me neither
seen 1m ago
call?

he wanted to call with me?

chloecorbu
sure

I WAS DEFINITELY NERVOUS WHEN MY PHONE RANG. I was gonna cal with jobe Bellingham? The one person in this world I genuinely despise.

Well I guess I don't despise him that much after he comforted me this evening, but he's still annoying and mean to me.

I picked up with hesitation, I know I said sure, but I wasn't sure. Did I really want to call with him? I guess now I'd have to, I felt mean if I didn't pick up.

"hey" he says as I answer the call "hi" I hesitantly say "what are you doing" he asks me, he sounds tired "sitting in my bed, what about you" I ask him, it was already awkward.

"laying in my bed" he says, he has a morning voice, as if he had just woken up. "did I wake you up? You can go back to sleep, I don't care" I tell him.

"no, I was already awake. I'm just not used to being awake at this hour" he explains, I had definitely woken him up and he was trying not to make me feel bad, kinda cute.

"okay, what do you wanna talk about" I awkwardly ask, there was a moment of silence before he answered "anything" he replied, this really wasn't helping the awkward silence.

After a few minutes it was gone though, our conversations kept flowing, one after the other.

It was like talking with mae, he was very understanding and actually really funny. I wish he would've been this nice to me from the start, maybe we could've been friends.

3am turned into 4am, turned into 6am.

It was 6am and we were still calling, talking about nothing and everything. I was getting very tired by this time though, while jobe seemed to finally be waking up after three hours.