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all for us

'I'm taking it all for us, all
Doing it all for love'

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all for us
labrinth, zendaya

I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME, I unfollowed jobe in a panic yesterday.

I had told Mae all about me and his talk, when she told me to dm him, to say I wasn't ready, I did the exact opposite of dm-ing him.

I regretted unfollowing him, I wanted to follow him back but I felt bitchy, he would see the notification that I started following him, while I normally already did.

However I decided to just not be a pussy about it and follow him again. It's be worse if he noticed I unfollowed him than if he noticed I followed him again.

I was nervously waiting on my couch to get a notification, any notification. I didn't care what it was, I just needed something to distract me.

and I did get a notification, a text from Sophia.

Soph🫶🏽
come to my party?
it starts at 7❤️

Chloe😽
I'll be there,
at your house?

Soph🫶🏽
yesss
LOVE YOU🫶🏽
*liked by Chloe😽*

I WAS EXCITES TO GO TO SOPHIA'S PARTY, it was exactly the distraction I needed at this moment. Mae wasn't coming so that made me feel even better.

I know me and Mae are back to being friends, but I needed a distraction from the whole jobe and Mae situation, I still couldn't just forget her crush on me.

and jobe, I don't know how I'd ever be able to face him again. I friend zoned him so hard, right after we made out, who actually does that?

Well I do, I'm not ready for a relationship, I don't know if I'll ever be. I don't want to date jobe, I want to go back to the time I thought he was unbearable.

It was a better time for the both of us.

when I arrived at the party the first person I noticed was Sophia, I put on a big smile as I went over to her, ready to completely forget all my earlier thoughts.

I was very disappointed when I came to a stand next to Sophia, she was talking to jobe.

I guess I forgot jobe was Jude's brother, and jobe and Sophia were actually great friends. I hated the fact I had to put on a smile right now and couldn't just walk away.

It would be weird if I did, plus I didn't wanna seem mean to Sophia.

"hey" I smile as she turns to me "hi!" she excitedly says "can you get me a drink?" she asks me "what do you want?" I ask her, she's already drunk.

"jobe knows, go with her" she says, taking jobe's arm and putting it around mine, I felt so uncomfortable as we walked towards the bar.

I pulled my arm away from his as we walked side by side "hey" he says breaking the awkward silence "hi" I awkwardly say, I just wanted this interaction to stop already.