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casual

'I know what you tell your friends, It's casual, if it's casual now
Then, baby, get me off again.'

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casual
Chappell roan

"WHATS UP WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND" I ask Mae the second we dropped her off at her home, she was acting extremely weird and posted me, not even her own girlfriend.

"I don't know, I don't really care either." Mae shrugs, I just shake it off as we arrive at my house. It was the first time this week I was sleeping at home, though I wish we could've went to Mae's home so I saw her dad.

"I just hope Alissa has good intentions" I tell Mae as we reach my front door, she had finally found someone and now they turn out to be a weirdo.

maybe she just wanted a little fame though, but Mae will give her just as much fame. If only, she got hate for posting me instead of Mae.

"it's my first girlfriend, it doesn't really matter if it works out or not. I can find better if it doesn't" Mae says while we walk up the stairs.

"true, but still, aren't you a little hurt?" I ask, reaching my bedroom as I do "not really, she probably didn't mean it like that" she opens the door.

"but what if she did?" I question, I was confused by how unbothered mae was. "maybe I'd be a little hurt, but not because it's her, just because she thinks I'm not pretty enough" we sit down on the bed facing each other.

"you are so pretty Mae, if she can't see that she's just not the one for you. Everyone can see how pretty you are, inside and out" I assure her

I didn't even notice Mae moving closer until I felt her lips on mine, I felt like I was sent in an instant shock, my body unable to move or do anything at all.

"I'm sorry" she quickly pulled away, I was still unable to do or say anything "Chloe please, I am over you, i promise. It was just in the heat of the moment, what you said just made me realise why I love you, but in a friend way" she adds.

I didn't say anything, I just simply nodded and walked up to my bathroom to get dressed. I didn't know what to do, should I tell jobe? It's not like we're together and it's not like I kissed her.

but maybe I should tell him? maybe he would like to know, if a girl kissed him I definitely wanted to know. but then again I would probably hate him for kissing a girl.

I didn't mean to though, I don't like girls.

I walked back out the bathroom to see Mae had disappeared, she couldn't have gone that far cause it wasn't like I had been in there that long.

and just as I made my way downstairs I heard the front door close, which was quickly followed by the sound of a car driving away.

I hope Mae knew I didn't care. I didn't care what she did as long as we stayed friends, that's all I want in life, to be friends with Mae.

My life has been so much better now she's in it, I went from a lonely teenager living alone to a teenager who's bestfriend basically lived in her house with the amount of sleep overs they had.