Two Suicidal Maniacs - Dazai Osamu x female oc(Bungo Stray Dogs)

Chapter 21

(Art by ヱラ (@era_pippi))

I gained the courage I needed and pushed open the door. The inside was stately, much better than the room before. It had a long table, and sitting in the hosts' positions were Mori and Fukuzawa san. The others sitting by the sides were Dazai, Kyouka, Atsushi, Akutagawa and Ranpo. Most nervous of them all, was Atsushi. You could already sense the uncertainty of fear from a far distance. Beside Dazai was an empty seat, which I assumed was mine.

As I sat down, Dazai gently smiled at me. Then the president announced, "Since everyone's here, let's start shall we?" and looked towards Mori.

"As we all know, the number of people we have is not ideal. Going against Uprise of Demons would need a very well-strategized plan. As well as a backup one. I'll pass that to you Dazai-kun." Mori received and followed.

Dazai nodded and obeyed, "From Ranpo san's conclusion, they are located in an abandoned area in the West Mountain of Yokohama. A castle is surrounded by other small defences. The castle is the main one, which lies the executives and our ultimate target, Shin Akira."

Before Dazai could say more, Ranpo interrupted "Well, to add, the castle is very complex. It was used for war, and I could see why they chose such a place. If you stand in one stop, multiple other areas will be unseen due to the spiral designs, so the enemy can attack. I suggest at least two people go together, then there will be no blind spots."

Then Dazai continued, "It's the most efficient technique we have for now. Atsushi-kun, Akutagawa-kun and Kyouka-chan go in front to distract. Chika-chan and me will go from the back and head up while most defences are down. There will be Port Mafia members for support. As for the rest who well be informed, will be fighting the surrounding defences."

"Well, this will be commanded at midnight today. Don't be surprised if they are prepared. Dismiss for now!" The president ordered.

Others left one by one, except for me, Fukuzawa, and Dazai, because the previous eye contact says that there's more to announce.

"Chika-san, as I am aware of your previous encounters with this organization, I'm sure you have a good idea of what they are like," Fukuzawa said.

"Yes, indeed," I replied.

The Fukuzawa looked at Dazai, then closed his eyes and continued "You may also know that Shin Akira is rather good at manipulation. You are his target to persuade, so be cautious when you're around him."

I looked puzzled at this suggestion. Why would he look at Dazai when saying this? What could Shin make me believe or do? Still unconvinced, I responded, "Yes, I understand."

Fukuzawa cleared his throat, then dismissed, "Then you can go and prepare yourself for tonight."

I got up and left the room, but Dazai was still inside with the president. I wanted to listen to their conversation through the door, but nothing could be heard. It must be a surveillance-proof room.

With disappointment, I went back to my room. All of this seemed so ludicrous. I never wished the organization to be down, nor Shin dead. It felt wrong, but not sorrow. I don't deserve this, why does everything revolve around me?

Deep in my thoughts, I didn't even sense Dazai coming in. Like he's even bothered to knock. He then unexpectedly wrapped his arms around me, and I gasped. He then buried his head in between my neck and shoulder.

"Dazai what are you-" I exclaimed at the sudden move.

"Stay like this for a while please." He pleaded and I followed.

As he said, this went on for some time, I didn't want to push him away. The height difference made this position rather comfortable. His touch was compassionate yet keeping. His hair smelt like the shampoo at home mixed with my perfume.

Suddenly, he carried me up and semi-threw me onto the bed, and then went on himself. Our eyes locked with each other's while he was on top. I didn't resist, nor contest, but he soon rolled over to be on his side after looking at me for a few seconds. Dazai didn't do anything out of boundaries andkept the respect, he just pulled me close against his chest.

There was no exchange of words, but we shared the same feeling. No fear or dismay. Just sentimental and consolation. The emotion was beyond romantic love. It was the love of agape and completeness. No word in the dictionary could describe them all at once. I've at last found my place of solace. It was Dazai all along.