A new beginning

Chapter 12

JAMES POV;

"Carter?" I was shocked at what I saw, I can't believe it.
"What are you doing here?" he asked a little embarrassed. that's when the man that was hugging Carter turned around, my mouth almost dropped open, the tall man scratched his head.
"Uh, hey." I could tell that he, as well as me, thought this was super awkward.
"Hey?" I shook my head and concentrated on Carter once again, "I came home to see you. You know how much I love seeing you in the morning." he smirked.
"Ha, yeah. You love my bed head."
"Should I go?" Noah asks.
"No, it's fine." Carter says as he grabs Noah's hand, making their fingers intertwine.
"Oh." I blush.
"Yeah, Noah and I are together again."
"Yeah," I clear my throat trying not to sound upset, "that's, uh, that's great. I will, uh, go to my room." and after that I rush down the hall and close the door behind me after entering my room. Once the door was shut I broke loose, tears were falling out of my eyes like waterfalls, why I'm I so sad? I ask myself, because you love him you just won't admit it James, you love him. No I don't, I'm with Amelia. Just because you're dating someone doesn't mean you love them, I argued with myself.

CARTER'S POV;

James slammed his door and Noah looked at me, "go check on him."
"You sure?" I asked. He nodded, "thanks." I kissed him and I walked to James bedroom door and knocked, "hey it's me."
"What do you want?"
"Are you okay?"
"I don't know anymore. Just leave me alone."
"No, I won't until you tell me what's wrong." the door opens and James is standing there, his eyes are puffy and red and tears are falling down his face. I hug him but he pushes away and goes to sit back on his bed, I follow him and sit beside him.
"I have to go, see you later!" Noah calls out and the front door opens and closes. James starts crying again.
"James, why are you crying?"
"I am not Bi, Carter." wait, what? I was shocked, my eyes went wide.
"So you lied to me!?"
"No!" I was so confused, "Carter, I'm not Bi because I don't love Amelia."
"Oh." I was now shocked but for a different reason, for a happier reason.
"I love someone else. I love a-" hold the high pitch screams, "guy." eeeeeeek! Sorry, I had too, but only in my mind of course. I acted cool and chill on the outside.
"Oh, so then your...?"
"Yeah, I'm gay." he smiles, "it feels so good to say that." he laughs and begins to cry happy tears and hugs me, his head on my chest, I hug him back. This is the best moment of my life.
"I know how that feels." I laugh and he hugs me tighter, I kiss his forehead and I could feel him smile against my chest.
Oh god. Noah! Shit didn't think of that. I let go of James and he looks at me worried, "I will be right back." I get up and run to the living room, I pick up the phone and as I am about to dial Noah's number I stop. James said he likes a guy, he never said me and also we aren't together, I'm with Noah and he is with Amelia still, but he might brake up with her and I can brake up with Noah, but I won't he is hot now and everything, he is the full package, hot, funny and smart, but James is too. Oh god!

JAMES POV;

Carter walks back into the room, "what do you do?" I ask.
"I thought I heard the phone ring."
"Oh." he sits back beside me. I can't believe I said I'm gay, I never thought I'd have a day like this. I mean now that I look at it, it was pretty obvious that I was into dicks, haha.
"So, who's that lucky guy that you have a crush on?" he asked out of the blue, I froze. How was I going to tell him, he is with Noah now. Should I tell him? No.
"Not telling, it's a secret."
"Aw, okay." I nudged me with his elbow, I laugh and do it back.
"So, you're with Noah?" His smile faded, "what's wrong?"
"Nothing, it's just complicated."
"Yeah, I get it. He got ripped fast though."
"Oh my god, I don't know right! I mean wow!"
"I'm jealous."
"Why? you're way better then him." he comments, I blush.
"I don't know."
"It's true." he smiles at me and are hands touch on the bed. I got nervous and began to shake and sweat. Nether of us jerked away and soon Carter held my hand, and are fingers intertwined, I looked at him and he smiled.
"I have a feeling you know who I like."
"Oh yeah." he puts his hands behind my head and pulls me in for a kiss, I kiss back and we move closer together. I put one hand on Carter's chest and the other around his waist, and his hand soon lowered to my thighs. We kissed harder and I felt Carter's tongue on my bottom lip begging for an entrance, but I teased him. That's when one of his hands went on my crotch and I gasped letting his tongue in. He smiled in the kiss and I bit on his lip. We stopped kissing, "you like it rough?" He asked the he pushed me over and he was now on top of me and we began to kiss but I stopped it again, "what's wrong?"
"We are with other people."
"Right, sorry." he cleared his throat and we sit up and walk into the living room.
"It's okay, you're an amazing kisser. It was worth it."
"Same to you."
"You won't mention this to anyone, right?"
"No, you're good."
"Thanks." We smile at each other, I am totally braking up with Amelia.

CARTER POV;

I am totally braking up with Noah after this.

AMELIA'S POV;

"Thanks, babe." I kiss Noah's cheek, "you're the best."
"You too." he gets in his car and drives off.