Doni's POV:
The following hours felt like torture. I kept testing the weapon just as a fail safe, I wanted nothing to go wrong. Yet, nobody reached out to me at all. For all I know, Lynix could as well be spying on me and I wouldn't even notice. Not that it would matter.. I knew a confrontation was bound to happen, it wasn't going to be pretty.
For once.. I felt.. powerless. I hate admitting this, it's humiliating. Part of me wants to just give up. Is that what "Lynix" wants? Revenge? I want him to just take me already, I'm sick of this. Seeing Bionic, his hurt.. I can't imagine a world of emotional torment he must feel, seeing the person he loves the most slowly losing their life because someone is mad at me. It feels unjust, evil even. I feel horrible.
Then, there was a knock. Then an entry. It was Kiply and Skiddzie, both with troubled looks. And looking outside.. it was dark out. Extremely dark out.
"Is everything alright, Doni?" Kiply asked, walking closer. I hadn't even realized I began tearing up. Feeling my face awkwardly, I nodded and turned away. "Sorry, Yes.. I just have a lot on my plate right now.."
I felt a warm hand on my back, it was Skiddzie as Kiply approached me from the opposite side and smiled warmly. "We're going to get through this, mods or not. We're gonna give this virus hell!"
I couldn't help but crack a grin. Maybe she was right. I still need to fight for Liger, for Quiff, I need to repay them. After all, this is all of my fault.
"..Listen man, Kiply has a point. Bionic is just taking this a lot harsher because Quiff is hurt." Skiddzie spoke up, eyeing the door. "It's only a matter of time before Lynix confronts us, I say we cut our losses and just fight like hell."
"That's exactly what I said-" Kiply facepalmed as I slightly snickered. "Whatever okay, you get the gist. We're going to get everyone back, things will be normal again."
"I really hope you're right, Kiply." I say, my voice croaking with a whole world of hurt.
No, I didn't feel guilty. I felt lonely. I actually.. missed Lynix. It's always that cliche saying, 'You only miss someone once they're gone', and god is that so true. Having him missing is like a puzzle piece missing out of a board of 1000 pieces, his being the centerpiece that completes it.
I snapped out of this sort of.. state when Kiply and Skiddzie walked away, probably going to rest. It was relatively late, I couldn't blame them for leaving either- I wasn't exactly in a talking state.
I hope this can all just end already..
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𝑫𝑾𝑬𝑳𝑳 | Donixity / Trapped SMP / Doni Bobes SMP
Hayran Kurgu" DON'T YOU FEEL GUILTY, DONI? IT'S NOT SO FUN WHEN YOU'RE THE ONE WHOSE TRAPPED. ,, ; " DON'T DWELL ON IT. ,, ------------------------------ Lynix is a neutral player on the Trapped SMP, all until one of Doni's prank mods goes wrong and unknowingly...
