We headed back inside the Kaiba manor Mansion
And now... I think it's time to get things started by the end of the day by today
It's been so good so far
I'm liking it that I finally get to feel like I'm doing something for myself but.. still stump about making my choices
Working and Living
Homing and making goods to yourself
Being a good part of myself while having some light left in me
The cold breezy wind
The fresh air
It just feels so calming and refreshing like going out to the beach to swim in the oceans
I always pictured what would it be like to go out to beaches to see the sun
I finally get to have what I deserved but..
Do I know for sure..
I'm making the right decision that if I'm sure to myself that I really wanted this...
Is this what I wanted..?
Do I really wanted this..
What is my problem if I had nothing left of me to seek another path
No.. I must do this for what's in it for myself and live up my life so like..
I can have my own freedom and live in a place where I want things to be with someone...
And many others things that would never over-cross my comfort paths of lines
Just wanted to have something that I could have but.. I'm stump
Still stump..
But..
I should do whatever it takes
It takes time to explore
"You know... I feel like we were starting to get to know each other after all for many years when we split up. It seems like there's a lot to come up.." Yuza
"What makes you think that?.." Seto Kaiba
"It's that same thought that I would never see you or Mokuba ever again. That hurts me the most. I'm afraid to go separate ways again" Yuza
It's been those years since we were split during the orphanage days.
I was really sad that I had to go into a depression coma
I was desperate to get my life back at course again but it wasn't so easy
"I know... I feel the same way" Seto Kaiba
I turned my attention towards him
"But... in my case, I won't let that happen," Seto Kaiba
He said with a slight curve forming on his lips.
"It's just that I've dealt with enough already," Seto Kaiba
He continued, his tone resolute.
"Kaiba..." Yuza
I whispered hearing my concern evident in my voice
I looked over as I was curious
Being curious always makes me flexible about my thinkings and my expectations
Whenever a random thought comes into mind
I just question things around me
I just want to know what Kaiba was really talking about
What does he want...
*Is he talking about not making anyone forcing me to go separate ways..*
*Fuck...*
It was just so really sweet like no one has ever done this to me before
It feels like everything like home all over again but a new home that will take on a new generation
Having someone that wants you back to where they belong is just as refreshing as it is
It's good to be back with the people you care about..
I would never even leave
"You were one of the nicest and sweetest people we've met. It was good to have you as our friend. You were the light to us. I would never meet but beg a change to come cross.
I just wish we didn't had to see you go because it was pretty lonely. "Seto Kaiba
"You we're pretty sad as well about it as well..
So was I.." Yuza
"But.. for this time it's not going to happened. It's just that whenever you were gone. I felt like I didn't see you again" Seto Kaiba
And now.. I can see that
I can see how I can feel like that
It just that feeling empty and left behind with nothing
It hurts..
Now I know what's it like.. to be sad and lonely
Not having to see someone for so long can make you miss a lot
It's just that growing felt that pains you a lot
It's like a neverending breakup
"It just doesn't feel the same without anyone of you. We were so.. close. The ways we were separated. It made a big hole in my heart." Yuza
I gripped my hands and my fingers together
"Since we were together.
I feel like I have drawn into a connection.
After that we were driven apart. We were split.
I just don't get it that way... I don't want that to ever happened again." Yuza
"I know I don't get it either. Neither of us do. It's either nature or just our childhood results that made us go but look at here now. Here's us now. I have found you again. It's been years of waiting" Seto Kaiba
"I'm sorry it took so long. It'll be nice if we didn't had to go seperate ways but like the way you said "it's just our childhood results" It's just probably how it all ends up." Yuza
I wondered to myself in thought even if that was even just a result or a possibility
"Yeah.... I can understand that for sure but.. you know it doesn't make any differences" Yuza
"Surely... we will make it good for each other." Seto Kaiba
I looked at Seto Kaiba
Hearing him saying that warms me up
It felt refreshing
"We always do" Yuza
"For sure" Seto Kaiba
"You sure we can make it.." Yuza
"You were just a shy little kid back than.
You haven't experienced this but I did because of Mokuba he taught me. Just imagine we were reaching for the stars. Let those guide you among the way" Seto Kaiba
"Stars..." Yuza
"Let the stars guide your way" Seto Kaiba
"Stars are so beautiful they are like.. light" Yuza
"And that's what makes it even greater" Seto Kaiba
Just imagine the stars were there
Let them guide your way
Stars are like a road you have to cross
They can help you build a bridge to connect the pieces of your life together
When you find the missing pieces
You can put them all back..
That's where you can find yourself... again..
The stars are like the puzzles of light to life that can never be die down
Life is to who they can never be touch or to be one in the same
It shines a path down to you or another person..
Like something you never seen before
You're reaching for the light like it's a tunnel
And that light will never go away
It always shines to find a way
YOU ARE READING
The Story of My Life
Romantizm(Yugioh Fan-fiction) When Yuza realizes she has a destiny to choose For the longest times, she has come a long way for who she really is.. She's an adventure heroic with hidden gems that she doesn't show a lot quite often It's quite obvious that the...
