embarrassment

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Vivian river

I grabbed the closest pair of jeans I could and ran out to my dad's car. God, how could you be late on the first day Vivian? As I got in I was yelled at with a strong Italian accent smacking me in the face about how I needed to time manage.

All I caught from his rant was a gestire il tempo cazzo, he said a lot more but my music drained his voice out. For the last couple of months, strangers from Ethel Cain had been on repeat for me. Her story broke my heart. It shocked me what people did for love. I wouldn't even get a papercut for a man.

Dad sped across the street, he cursed at people that they couldn't drive, at some points I would pretend to do my laces because of how embarrassed I was.

Finally, we made it to school. I groaned. Oh, I groaned so loudly that my dad kicked me out of his car and sped off. I saw my best friend, I mean my only friend but who cares, Destiny! She's been my best friend since we were little and I loved her with my life. Even though we fought every now and then she always stayed my best friend or more my sister.

Bitchhhh I missed you so much!!" she ran up to me squealing and hugging me tight.

"Girllll! I missed you so much more!" I shouted excitedly as we both hugged for a while until she broke it telling me all about her summer, her a million boyfriends and husbands and her family issues. I don't know how des does it, she goes through so much yet she always has a smile on her face. Girl my fucking burger can be eaten and I'll cry all day at school. We both interlinked hands as we went to get our schedule.

"WE GOT MATHS TOGETHER!" we both screamed and laughed. Maybe we screamed too much because the whole hallway was staring at us. As we walked to maths I was greeted by a middle-aged man. He had fair skin with blonde hair and was a bit on the chubby side. Cute. "Hello Ladies" we both smiled at him and walked in.

As I was about to sit he stopped me and asked me to move to the back and des to the front. I rolled my eyes and winked at Des implying that the teacher wanted to get in between her legs. She gave me a death stare and told me to shut my mouth before she got a chair leg to shut it. scary. Soon a tall, tanned man walked in.

fuck he was hot. he walked toward the seat next to me and sat, and mother fucking manspreaded. Oh, I was ready to get on my knees. I looked around at him to see his fierce jaw and his unblemished tanned skin.

How his hair complimented his eyes. Each strand slowly falling across his head. His deep blue eyes. God, I would drown in those eyes. How his muscles urged to be released from his shirt and his defined jawline made me wanna take it from him.

"You know you could stare at Mr Zirans lessons instead of me sweetheart" he spoke in a husky tone. Slowly looking at me.

Oh God, I was gonna cum. Shut the fuck up. I was about to tell him no I'd rather stare at you, But when I tried I started to choke. Someone kill the fuck out of me. Decapitate me I deserve it. He started to chuckle and shake his head as he slightly bit the top of the pen and paid attention to the lesson.

I turned red as I chugged water and squeezed on my jeans in embarrassment. Des looked back at me in confusion and worry after I started choking, and tried to ask if I needed help. Well, bitch asking now was never gonna help me because I would have died already. Luckily I saved myself, as always!

Finally, the bell rang. I pushed the beautiful man out of my way and ran to Des. "I fucking choked in front of the finest man I've ever laid my eyes on hoe" I grabbed her shoulders and rearranged her body so she was staring straight at me.
She burst out laughing "No fucking way that's why u went red in class"

I slapped her softly pleading her to take that image of me out of her head. We walked to lunch and I saw the beautiful man in a friend group. It consisted of a couple of people. 4 boys and 3 girls. 2 of the boys I recognised. My fat ass brothers.

My brothers were twins, in no way nearly identical but just born at the same time. Christian was the oldest he was born 2 minutes before Adrian. I recognised one of the girls, her name was Fizza. She was a brown skin girl with dark red layered hair with the most perfect face ever. She was beautiful and the sweetest human ever. Nobody ever had anything to say about Fizza. Shocking she's dating the evilest man ever, My brother Christian.

The other girl I knew about since she comes over sometimes to fuck Adrian, but they aren't anything but sex buddies. She was light-skinned and had blonde long hair. She had these cute freckles and light brown eyes.

She was a little mean but in the best ways possible. She and Adrian would be perfect if they both matured and admitted their feelings. But whenever I suggested it to them they told me to shut the fuck up and bribed me with a burger to leave them alone. Of course, I gave in every time.

Des grabbed my arm and looked at me with a smirk "wanna go ask your brother for something so you can lay eyes on your man?"
I laughed at her and nodded my head "I mean what harm will that do right!" we both giggled as I worked out the courage to walk over to the beautiful man. As we walked over we saw them all laughing. I took a deep breath "Chris?"

Christian's fat head took 10 years to look over at me "Hmm?" I started to play with my hands as I felt the beautiful man's eyes staring at me.
"Can you buy me lunch? Dad gave me no money because I took too long to come to school"

The beautiful man slightly chuckled. Adrian pushed him over telling him to shut up. "Enzo if you don't stop laughing at my little sister I will get Monica on you".

Enzo. What a beautiful name. I'd guess short for Lorenzo. I lightly turned my head in confusion, Adrian told me how Monica was Lorenzo's crazy stalker.
I laughed as Christian grabbed my arm towards the lunch line. "Hurry the fuck up what do you want?" I picked out a sandwich with a drink and a cookie. Christian scrunched his nose at me and laughed "Fat shit".

"Shut up you eat all the food in the house" he laughed out loud "Yeah and you cry about it every single time to Mum" I shook my head at him laughing. We walked back to his table and I waved goodbye to them all. I gave Fizza a slight smile because she was quiet today and seemed upset. I didn't wanna question it though.

"So des why were you staring at the guy next to Lorenzo?"
She looked at me shocked "Vivi no I was not" I looked at her confused because she always goes for any man she sets her eyes on why was she being weird today? "you alright des?"

"oh my God Vivian your being fucking annoying shut the fuck up," she screamed so loud to the point the whole lunch hall was silenced and everyone stared at us. Chris got up fast grabbed my arm and took me towards his table.
"I fucking told you she's a shit friend. Drop her." he was stern on the drop her. But I had no other friends but her and she's just upset right now and needed space.

"I'm not going to be petty right now and drop her because she's my best friend, she just needs space and that's fine with me." I looked at Chris not breaking eye contact.
"fine but when she fucks you over don't come crying to me". Christian looked angry. Very angry.

It was a tense situation until Adri lightened the mood "Hey you could come crying to me! Your favourite brother ever!" I looked at him laughing "Of course I knew I could count on you!"

"I didn't know she was your sister?" enzo spoke up and stared at me. Not at my boobs and ass like most guys but my face.
"Aren't you the same age as my brothers? Why were you in my class?" I built up so much courage to say that. God saved me from choking this time.

He stared at me longer until he finally told me "No, i'm 2 years older than them. I was there just to see how Mr Ziran taught because the head teacher trusts me, I don't go school I never have. I'm here for a day"

I raised my eyebrows and slowly nodded my head "Oh I see, so you're not in my maths class?"
he chuckled at me "No sweetheart I'm not, why? You're going to miss me?" I wanted to rip his hair out the second I saw his ego lift. I gave him a dirt and walked away. God Vivian that was so embarrassing.

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