Not Ready

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I'm not ready.
I'm not ready to forget
I'm not ready to let us go

But I hate you
I despise you for everything you put me through
I wish I had never met you

Yet, I'm not ready for a final goodbye
I just want to leave us unfinished
It's less permanent

It leaves me with hope that we can be us again
That we can have fun again
That we can go back to day one

I'm not ready to move on
I have options
But they aren't you

I wish someone could teach me how to move on
How to forget
How to never want to see you
Ever again

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