⚠️fighting and violence⚠️
Hope
When I got home I crashed right away. I didn't know what was going on with the boys. I would be lying if I said I didn't feel a bit hurt when zayn kicked me out. That's not his fault though when it comes to work they can't control what's gonna happen their manager probably knew I was over and said I have to leave so they all can discuss certain things that only they can hear. I would never blame them when it comes to work.
I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, I did the necessaries and walked out to my closet. I threw on a five finger death punch shirt with black pants and my black shoes. I walk out of my room and almost tripped down the stairs like the clumsy person I am.
"Hi mom" I greeted her.
"HI sweetie how was your friend last night I didn't get to ask"
"good they are some sort of mental rock band pretty famous I just haven't heard of them. Bailey and Taylor were jealous I become friends with them" I explained laughing.
"That's fun, you better get going your going to be late" she checked the time.
I hugged her and walked out the door. Before I could get into my car my phone went offHey hope can we meet up with you and your friends this Morning- Harry
Yea just meet by the doors- Hope
I laughed at the message. I don't know why they like me so much but hey they are cool so it doesn't matter. And Taylor was right. Harry and zayn are totally my type, the other boys I feel more of a sibling connection if I'm honest. I know for a fact Taylor has a crush on Liam and Louis. I don't know if those two swing that way but Taylor would look cute with either one of them.
I got into my car and started it. The car hummed under me as it was warming up. When I got settled I backed out and started my way to the school. I feel like today is going to be a lot. I have had a pit in my stomach since this morning.
When I get to the school I see the boys Taylor and Bailey standing by the door waiting for me. I got out of the car and started to stride towards them the closer I got the more the pit in my stomach grew. I frowned my eyebrows as I got to them. Everyone but Bailey noticed my body language.
"Hope you are ok?" Zayn was the first to speak.
Before I could answer Bailey did. She was all over zayn and didn't look up from him as she spoke.
"She's fine, she's probably on her period, she is moody when she is" I clenched my jaw as she spoke.
"You sure you're not the one on your period since you're being such a bitch" I shot back
"You know what just leave" I took a breath
"But I-"
"Go!" I snapped.
She hurried away.I looked back at the guys and shrugged like nothing happened.
"To answer your question zayn I have a pit in my stomach like something bad is going to happen and the closer I got to school the more it grew" I answered.
"Are you going to be ok?" Taylor questioned, turning away from his conversation with Liam, Louis and Niall.
" Yeah, it's probably nothing. We all have study hall together, right?" I changed the subject.
"Yes we do" Liam answers.
I nodded and started walking inside. I could feel the guys following.Why did Bailey say that? She never acts like that. I know I shouldn't have snapped but that was unnecessary. My thoughts were all over the place trying to piece together why Bailey is being a bitch.
I got through all my classes till art like before I sit with Harry and Niall. I zoned out the whole class and my stomach was killing me.
"Hey love are you ok?" Harry snapped me out of my thoughts.
"I don't know," I whispered.
"What's wrong angel?" Niall questioned.
"The pit in my stomach is getting worse. I think something really bad is going to happen" I look up at Niall.
"Are you sure you're not sick?" Harry piped up.
"Haz I can't get sick overnight I was fine all week" I replied using a nickname for the first time.
"Angel it's going to be ok" Niall responded.
"I hope so, Ni" I nodded.Before I knew it we were sitting in the courtyard. The guys Taylor and Bailey are all in their own conversations while I zone out.
"Hope" I hear a voice boom.
It was Kevin, my ex girlfriend's new asshole of a boyfriend.
"Oh Kevin, what do I owe this visit this time?" I laughed.
"Keep my girlfriend's name out of your mouth you little slut" he yelled.
"Kevin that's where you have it wrong I haven't had a second thought of her why would I? she's not the best in looks and her personality is shit" I shrugged.
He walked over to me and slapped me in the face. Did this bitch really just do that? I see the guys shoot up from their seats. I shake my head and get up and hold him by the throat and push him against the glass window."Listen here you little whore you touch me again I will not hesitate to beat you to death" I threaten, tighten my grip on his throat cutting off his airway.
I looked at him shrugging to breath and punched him in the nose so hard I felt it break with contact and I let him go he got up and started to hurry away.
"Oh and Kevin I would get your nose looked at it looks a little crooked" I called out to him laughing.I turned to look at my friends. They all looked shocked.
"What he had it coming" I shrugged it off and sat down.
"Hope his hand print is forming on your face" Louis says looking concerned.
"Ok? So? That's just proof that me breaking his nose is self defense" I argued.
"Hope come here" Zayn calls me over.
I get back up and walk to him. He touches my cheek and I hiss in pain."You need to come over tonight so we can take care of this, it's going to be a nasty bruise though " zayn looked at it.
"I'm sure I'll be fine but ok let's get to study hall" I changed the subject.
We all walked to the study hall and got there just as the bell rang. We got settled waiting for the announcements to come on but it was different than what we were expecting.
"There's an armed shooter in the school everyone is on lockdown."
YOU ARE READING
The story of my twisted life
RomanceWhat happens when a normal girl gets involved with 5 mystery guys. Will her life change forever? Will she be saved? Or will it all go to shit and she goes down with it? This is the story of Hope Dean. ⚠️TW, mental health, SH, SA, violence, slurs⚠️