The story of my twisted life

Chapter 10

Zayn

Niall is not dying not today fuck why didnt i think it would be trap it almost always is

"Louis i need more gauze hurry" i ordered
"Zayn mate we are out" louis called out
I ripped off my shirt and put it on my bullet wound.
"We need to go to the fucking hopital now" i snapped at the driver.
"We cant sir i have orders under any circumstances we have to go to the jet" the driver replied back coldly.
"He's dying" i snapped'
"We have a team at the jet waiting for him, we just need to keep him alive till we get there" he snapped.

I was filled with rage at this point we have 20 minutes left till we get to this fucking jet hes not going to make it.

"Zee it hurts" niall whimpered.
"I know Ni just hold on we're almost there' I comforted him.

He nodded his head and just looked at me with pain in his eyes.
Niall started to close his eyes

" No, Ni keep your eyes open for us ya" liam said, in a calm tone.

He nodded his head and opened his eyes.

I fucking hate this job why couldn't I be the one that got shot why Niall? Niall is the most innocent one of us. He needs a bit more protection. I see all the boys as my little brothers even though Louis is older than me.

"Niall you need to keep your eyes open" I heard Harry's voice in a demanding tone.

"Harry mate chill he's trying, don't be a dick" Louis snapped.

"If he wants to fucking stay alive he needs to keep he's fucking eyes open" Harry snapped right back.

"Alright everyone shut the fuck up" I snapped this time.
"How long?" Louis yelled to the driver.
"About 5 minutes"

"Zee if I die make sure hope is protected she needs it" Niall coughed

"You're not dying blondey" I laughed.
"Don't call me that" he tries to glare at me but fails.

After a long 5 minutes we finally make it to the jet and Niall is pulled out of the car by medical professionals.

I look over and see Louis cuddling into Liam trying not to cry. Harry looks emotionless Liam looks like he's barely holding himself together.

"He's going to be ok guys" I whispered.
"If he would've ran faster we wouldn't be in this situation" Harry hissed.
"Harry shut the fuck up for fucking once in your life" Louis snaps and glares at him.
"Whatever" he mumbles.

Harry was never this much of an asshole but when he lost his mum and sister he changed I mean I did too but he used to be this hyper happy guy basically the sunshine in everyone's life but the minute the accident happened he was cold, rude and had a temper, he's a real dickhead now. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss the old Harry but he would be crushed if he was the same now.

"Get out of the car boys" one of the boss's minions snapped at us.
"Where's Niall"
"He's on the jet, he'll be fine"
I nodded.
"Tomlinson pull it together before we make you" they snap again at Louis.
"Mate chill his best friend almost died in our arms" I snapped back.
"He's to fucking weak I wouldn't be surprised if he's a fag"

It took everything in me not to break his fucking nose I could tell harry and Liam were thinking the same thing. Louis was looking down ashamed.

"Come on Lou let's go to the jet" I put my hand on his back and led him to the jet.

When all of us were out of sight Louis broke down. He hates all of this shit I do too but Louis always blames himself even if it isn't his fault.

            "Lou it's not your fault come here" I opened my arms so he could lean into them.
           "He called me a fag" he whispered
           "Don't listen to him, he doesn't have a brain boo " Liam comforted him.
          "Lou it's ok mate he's probably gonna get killed in a week" Harry laughed.
           "Harry not the fucking time" I hissed.
He just shrugged.

I really need to have a talk with him. He's getting out of control and I'm sick of it. He needs to stop acting like a complete dick and grow up.

After a long flight we finally saw Niall The team put him in his shared room with Louis when we got back and he was already cracking jokes typical Ni.

          "How do you feel Ni ?" I asked
         "Oh you know like I could fucking go bungee, jumping" he said sarcastically.

I just shook my head and laughed but I looked at Harry and he was rolling his eyes at the comment.

"H can I talk to you"
He completely ignored me and went on his phone. What the fuck is his problem today.
"Harry we need to talk" I said, dragging him out of the room.
"What" he snapped.
"What the fuck are you on today?"
"Not enough," he mumbled.
I gave him a look. And he rolled his eyes.
"Zayn how the fuck could you forget is it really that irrelevant?" He snapped again.

Then it hit me. Today's the anniversary of the accident. I looked at him again and pulled him into a tight hug.

"H I'm sorry it slipped my mind with everything that happened today" I mumbled
"Yea" was all he said.
He backed away from me and went back into Niall's room.

I took a deep breath and walked into the room too. I glanced at Harry. He was just on his phone texting with a smirk on his face, probably setting up a hookup or some shit.

I sat next to Niall who was now asleep cuddling Louis.

Louis still had tear streaks on his face. I looked at Liam who just looked like he was still barely holding it together. We all see Niall as a little brother, he's just so sweet when he wants to be that is. When it comes to Niall he has two sides the frat boy side that doesn't give a fuck and drinks his problems away and the innocent side that we feel like we have to protect.

I feel like a complete shit friend right now to harry how I forget what today was. I guess unlike Harry I blocked it all out.  I can't stand the pain of remembering. That's how I  cope with all of this. I just block it out. Harry copes with hookups being a dick and drinking and drugs. I mean I cope that way too but I still just block it out. Harry is more emotional even though he doesn't show it. I feel bad for the lad but that's just life right?