Dust & Gold

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I was a bit scared. I was not really afraid of meeting Lan Yi but if she didn't have the answers we need, then I have to help question my parents. I have not seen my parents in so long, what would they think if they hear I was cursed? Will they even know how to find Baoshan? If Baoshan wanted to find me, she probably would have done so a long time ago and I wouldn't have been cursed.

I didn't know what to think right now, and everything seemed to be piling up all at once. I think Lan Zhan had noticed my stress too. We decided to wait a few days before trying to get through to Lan Yi. I needed some time to absorb everything that I have learned. Lan Zhan is super sweet. He has been very supportive and patient and he hasn't pushed me into anything. He allows me to investigate this curse at my own pace, which I am very grateful for.

He has been my stability in this situation. Without him, I would have probably gone crazy with all this information. After spending all day in the library just looking for information, Lan Zhan has been staying with me within the Jingshi since then. I haven't been wanting to pursue this further for the moment. He was okay with that.

This was a lot to take in and even though it is a curse, we are not in a rush. We wanted to make sure we did everything correctly and safely. I've been stuck with this curse for a long time now, and it wouldn't been too much of a problem if I had it for a bit longer. I have been doing well in making sure I taking care of myself anyway. Lan Zhan also made sure of that.

He is very protective of me and makes sure I am comfortable. As I am starting to feel some things, it is only through his touch though, that I seem to gain feeling back. Otherwise, we have tested it, in the safe environment of the infirmary, on having someone else try to see if touch works on them but it didn't work. Lan Zhan felt it though. This bond is very strong between us.

We sit here now in the Jingshi. Lan Zhan was sitting beside me, holding me close to him. It's his touch that I have come to love. My head rests on his chest with my arms wrapped around his torso while he has one arm around my waist and the other hand is resting on the back of my head. I could feel his fingers lightly tangling within my hair. I trembled upon feeling his fingers brush against my scalp.

"This is nice," I told him, "I needed it."

"I know," he said, "I can tell you are stressed. I am glad I am able to help you relax a bit."

I nodded, "I'm just...not really sure I want to go seek out Lan Yi just yet. I am still trying to come to terms with this curse. I know that it needs to be removed but I just need some time to adjust."

"I know," he told me, "and we will go seek out Lan Yi in a few days. I want you to tell me when you are ready for that. As much as we want to put an end to the curse, I am not wanting to rush things. You do not need to feel rushed."

I let out a contented sigh and placed a kiss on Lan Zhan's chin. I felt his hand on my waist move further down until it reached my hip. He slips his other hand down and adjusted me so I was straddled over him. I let out a soft moan as I felt my body begin to react to his sudden actions. With the way he positioned me, I felt his bulge pressing against mine under me. He was getting hard, as was I.

I kissed him and rocked my hips forward to chase the pleasure that coursed through me. Lan Zhan placed his hands on my face and pulled me back for a moment. I watched him wave a hand to place a privacy barrier over the Jingshi and a lock talisman on the door. After that, he flipped us over and was now above me.

"I want you," I told him.

He placed his lips at the left side of my jaw, "how bad?" He asked.

"I want you so bad, Er-Gege," I whined, "please."

Just like that, saying Er-Gege was the magic word. It only took him but a moment to remove our robes until we were lying bare. He prepared me for a moment before entering me. My legs wrapped around his waist as he thrusts deep into me. I can feel the warm sensation building and my body becoming more sensitive to the touch. With us lying so close, and with every thrust, I was only a moment closer to my release.

To make it even more unbearable, he reached down and grabbed hold of my cock. I felt him pump his hand to the same rhythm as his thrusts, "mnnn! Oh Lan Zhan!" I moaned out, "there!"

I felt him penetrating me deeper and deeper with each thrust that he eventually found a very sensitive spot that had my body quaking. Lan Zhan growled and kissed me as he continued to his pace. His tongue tangled with mine and played. He tasted so sweet like always. During times like this, I become grateful that Lan Zhan is the only person to make me feel such things. The agony, the pleasure, the slight burn, the ache of trying to hold back my release. He did that. He helped me, and if he is the only person that ever makes me feel such things, I am perfectly okay with that.

With one last deep thrust, not only did he release into me, but I couldn't hold back anymore and came all over Lan Zhan's chest and abdomen. It did get on my stomach a bit too. Lan Zhan rested on me but didn't pull out. I kept my legs tightly wrapped around him, "don't...pull out...yet," I pleaded, "I...want to go...again."

Lan Zhan let out a chuckle, "we can, but let us rest a moment."

"Rest or no rest," I said, "I want you to take me all night if it's possible."

"Is that a challenge?" Lan Zhan questioned.

"Can you pleasure me all night like this?" I asked, "if you can, your reward will be my release of course. And all the love and kisses you want."

"I will accept your terms," he said and kissed me. With that, he began to move again after a short time. He actually managed to keep me awake all night as he said. It was totally worth it. Plus a lazy day is now available.

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Coming back from my break with something a little spicy. Thank you all for being so supportive and patient. You all are amazing.

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