Destiny~A Shubman Gill Fanfic

Part 22

Aisha's Pov
We rushed her inside the hospital, my eyes brimming with tears, as doctors took her inside the emergency ward.

I sat down on the chair with a thud, my heart pounding while I felt a lump in my throat, tears kept flowing through my eyes as all the negative thoughts crossed my mind.

I looked up as I felt someone craesing my hairs, it was Paulami aunty, who was craesing my head with tears in her eyes.

"Aisha, nothing will happen to Kavita, don't take so much stress" She said, her voice trembled as she continued to craese my head.

I nodded positively, wiping my tears as I prayed silently.

I went near the glass window and peeped inside where her treatment was going on.
She was lying lifelessly, machines attached to her body, looking pale.

"Please get up Maa, you can do this" The words left my mouth as I silently craesed the window, trying my best to not to panic.
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Few hours later,
The treatment was still going, paulami aunty went outside to bring something to eat while I stood still, my heart still pounding while my eyes red.

I needed someone to talk, I know paulami aunty was there but still, the only person I need right now is Shub.
My eyes wandered over the clock, it was 9 in night, it was strange he hadn't called yet.

Currently he was in Sri Lanka for his series.
With my thoughts conflicting on whether to call him or not, I finally pulled out my phone and dialed his number.

To my surprise, he didn't picked it, I called again but it went same, no one answered.

He must be busy, the thought crossed my mind and I sighed, I needed him. I don't know how I became so dependable on him for my solace but it was the truth now.

Maa, she was still lying lifelessly, the doctors were trying their best as I saw them rushing around.

As I stared at her figure from the window, my phone buzzed with too many notifications making me groan in irritation. Must be spam.

But when it buzzed again I finally decided to give it a look.
And the thing that caught my eyes was the headline.
"Famous Cricketer Shubman Gill spotted with popular actress Megha Roy outside a club in Sri Lanka, New couple in alert?"

My heart sank as I scrolled through the articles and photos of him smiling and laughing with her.
I know this was all not true, h...he is with me, but, the fact that he just ignored my calls when I need him and he is partying around made my blood boil.

The stress and anxiety I was trying to  keep at the bay came flooding back as I felt my heart paining, a lot.

I slumped down on the chair, my eyes filled with tears as I tried to be optimistic but all these things, Maa lying there fighting for her life, Shub..Shubman there all away from me and these media headlines.
Both the person in whom I found my solace, my peace are away from me.

The picture of him laughing and standing that close with her was flashing again and again in front of my eyes, fueling more negativity inside me as I closed my eyes in frustration.

Why did I always do this to myself? Why I am so dependent on him? Why he is affecting me so much? Why I love him, God?

I cried as I called him again and he again didn't answered.
The doctor came out and I wiped my tears immediately.
I have to focus on Maa right now.

"You are her daughter?" The doctor asked and I nodded.

"She is still very critical, her heart beat is too slow we are trying our best but...." The doctor said, her voice filled with sorrow and guilt as she looked at me.

"But what doctor?" I said, my voice barely above a whisper  as I felt my heart beating too fast, my hands trembling and my knuckles turning white in tension.

"There are less chances" The words slipped from her mouth and I felt a punch in my gut.
No, no, no, this can't happen, she can't leave me, not again, I can't bear the loss of her after papa.

"What do you mean doctor? Please save her, please, I can't live without her, she's the only one in my life now" I said, my voice trembling in fear as I tried my best to be in my senses.

The doctor hesitated as she kept a hand on my shoulders.
"We will try our best but please you have to be strong for your mother" She said, her voice barely above a whisper while I nodded.

My mind raced with her memories, the warm hugs, her melodious laugh, her lame jokes, no I can't lose her.
I looked at the doctor, my eyes brimming with tears as I tried to say something but it seemed that my voice was stuck inside my throat.

"C...can I meet her?" I asked her, my voice still trembling as I tried to speak while she nodded and gestured me to go inside.

As I went inside, I saw her lying lifelessly on the bed.
The tears that I was holding started flowing as I held her hands.
"Maa you can't do this, you can't leave your Aisha, you have to fight for yourself, for me, for us Maa, I know how strong you are" I said clutching her hands tightly while  tears kept flowing through my eyes.

"Please get up Maa, please" The words left my mouth as I rested my head on her  hand, my tears uncontrollable as I sobbed.

Please don't do this God.

The images of Shub with that actress flashed again as I sobbed more, why is everything so messed up.

I finally managed to sit straight and stop my sobs as I kissed her forehead.
Nothing will happen, I tried to convince myself as a nurse came and gestured me to go out.

With my eyes still filled with tears, I went outside and stood near the window watching the doctors again starting their work.
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Heyy
Sorry for the short chapter, next one will be a long one, pakka promise!!
Hope you all are doing well, from some time, I am a little busy in coping up with my daily life and managing my schedule.
And I am so sorry for my inactiveness, but now I will try my best to give updates regularly.
Till then
Bye
Take care
~Ishika