Hell

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Time skip 3 weeks
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Let's do a recap! To put it in a simple way, life has been hell.

Over the last 3 weeks I felt as though I was going insane. When at home or at pezzys it felt like there was a constant distant buzzing in my head. When I'm not home, and I'm in public, I hear nothing screams and ear piercing noises and it just makes me want to scream until my own head explodes. It's overwhelming and painful and has even caused a few nose bleeds. It's as if my 6th sense has heightened in ability and instead of just being able to focus on one ghost at a time I'm forced to hear them all at the same time, everywhere within the vicinity.

Pezzys worried I know it, hell all the guys are. When I mentioned to pezzys what was going on he bought me industrial noise cancelling headphones, the kind construction workers use, for when I'm in public and I couldn't be more greatful. They don't get rid of anything completely but they numb down to the buzzing I have at home, and let's be real I'd much rather have that then the constant screams.

I will say it's been strange trying to figure out what's going on. When I'm in public it's hell, when I'm at home or at pezzys it's distant buzzing, when I have the headphones it's a distant buzzing..... But when I make physical constant or just focus all my attention on pezzys it's gone. That is something I haven't told him because I don't want him to feel pressured or obligated to stay attached to my hip. If I'm being honest, I haven't even seen him or the guys in a little over a week.

The video with Sam and Colby came out 2 weeks ago and since then the guys gained a lot of popularity and I'm insanely proud of them. Since the video dropped they have been streaming and filming almost non stop and I didn't want to get in the way of that so I've been doing my own thing while they do there's. I still text and call them and occasionally I'll watch their streams but I didn't want to bother.

Also since the video came out, I have gained a small following. As well as being followed by many creators in both the gaming community and the paranormal. It's been some hell of time since that night we filmed and now I just need to adjust.

Now back to current time:

I've been isolating myself and surviving on what I have currently to live. Problem is, I just ran out and needed to go shopping.

So here I am standing in the middle of a store with cart full of food and supplies with my headphones on in my own little world. It's exhausting because, as greatful as I am for the headphones, they hurt my neck with their weight after awhile. I decided what I have is good enough for now and proceed to check out and take the bags out to my car. Yes I have a car I know shocking. I still have my bike but I use my car for shopping and big road trips. Plus with how sensitive I am to sounds I didn't want to risk being on my bike.

By the time I got home and unloaded the car putting everything where it belonged it was starting to get dark. As I sat on my bed setting my headphones down I felt my phone buzz indicating a text. I take my phone out looking at it and smile.

Pezzy 🥰: hey wyd tonight???

Me: contemplating my existence why??

Pezzy 🥰: could you possibly put that on hold???? Some friends of ours are in town again so puffers holding a party and I'd really love for you to come 🙏🙏🙏

Me: fine but you're picking me up (car please) and don't expect me to interact much (not in a rude way, my headphones block out too much noise for me to hear y'all).

Pezzy 🥰: deal, get ready I'll be there in an hour

I sigh and lay back on my bed. "What have I gotten myself into now? " I ask softly to myself

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