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The rest of the day consisted of us catching up and her and pezzy bonding which made me happy to see. She also met Skyler and Alice and immediately bonded with them as well. They were happy someone other than me would fully interact with them.

Since Nana is a lot like me, she's a night owl as well so it was perfect for pezzy since he could stream and not worry about waking her up. So while he was up in the office streaming some horror game freaking out loud enough for us to hear, me and Nana were in the living room talking just us girls.

"So.... You like him a lot huh? " she asked and I nod smiling and blushing. "Do you love him? " she asked and I take a moment to think. "You know... I think I truly do.... But I'm worried it's too soon and it will freak him out, I mean we've only been dating for a month but there's just something so different and it's hard to explain but it's a good feeling. " I explain and listens. "Well I've seen the way he looks at you and it's like nothing else matters. I've seen that look in your grandpa's eyes, the same look he gave me. And sometimes moving fast isn't a bad thing. When I was your age I was married and already had 2 kids. I had a happy healthy marriage until your grandpa sadly passed. " she said and I nod smiling as I take her words in.

I stretch a bit before wincing slightly. "You ok? " she asked. "Yeah... It's a bit of a tmi but the last few days my boobs have been hurting, I think I slept wrong maybe but I'm not sure " I explain and sigh. She looks at me almost with a knowingly look. "What? " I ask her. "Have you been tired lately? " she asked and I nod "yeah but we've been moving and considering what I do, it's not surprising. " I respond. "Dear... When are you supposed to get your next period? I know it's gross to ask but it's important. " she asked. "Um... I start on the 3rd why? " I ask. "Dear it's the 6th" she said and I pull my phone out and she's right. I must of lost track of dates.

"Shit... I'm 3 days late... There's no way right? " I ask her. "Well when did you guys... Last... You know? " she asked and I sighed. "Just over 2 weeks ago.... Which means if I were to take a test, now would be the perfect time" I say and get up throwing some shoes on. "I'll be right back I'm running down to the liquor store down the street" I say grabbing my wallet and car keys.

I run out to my car and get in quickly starting it and drive off as I buckle up. It only took a few minutes to get there and I quickly park and run in. Once I got to the medicine isle I grab a box of 10 tests, for now and the future. I get to the register and quickly pay before going back out to the car, getting in and driving home.

Once I was home I rushed to the bathroom to take 2 of the test. I take a few breaths to calm down because the last thing I need to do is break something because I'm overwhelmed.

I quickly do my business and set the tests aside before washing my hands and set a timer. I decide that maybe this is something I could film so I pull my phone out and start recording, "so.... I don't think anyone will ever see this and it might just be for me to have logged... But I'm currently waiting on 2 pregnancy tests.... I'm nervous, more so because I don't want him to hate me I mean... We've only been together a month and if I'm already pregnant than... I don't know I'm just scared" I say and sigh. "On the bright side of things... I think I'd make a good mom... I hope... Sorry at this point I'm just rambling" I say and soon the timer goes off. I turn it off and set my phone up propped and I take a deep breath "here goes " I say and grab the first test and my eyes widen a bit and slightly tear up... I grab the second one and it was the same.

"Well.... There's the answer.... " I say and show the camera. "I'm pregnant.... I'm pregnant and mentally freaking out" I say quietly. I end the recording and leave the bathroom, tests in hand, going to the living room. Nana looks at me and I nod while fighting back tears, "what am I gonna do... He's gonna hate me" I say and she shakes her head getting up and walking over. She hugs me, "don't think like that.... I'm sure it will be a lot to take in but I don't think he'd hate you... Tell him, he needs to know" she said and I nod relaxing into the hug. We eventually pull away from the hug and I pull my phone out texting him.

Me: hey... Can you end stream I need to talk to you ASAP it's important.

Pezzy 🖤🖤: yeah of course give me a minute

"He's gonna come down soon... I'm nervous" I say and she smiles, "you'll be fine... And if you need me I'll be in here or in the guest room" she said and I nod. I give her a small thank you before going up to our room and take my shoes off and sit on the bed on my side and look out the window watching the rain, the tests in my hands.

A few minutes later I heard footsteps and hid the tests under my leg. The door opens and closes and he sits on the bed facing me. I look at him and he sees my state, slightly glassed eyes and red face indicating the want to cry. "Baby whats wrong.... Did something happen? " he asked concerned and moved closer in front of me, our knees touching. "Um... I have some news but I'm worried you'll react badly" I say and he takes my hands in his. "Whatever it is, I promise to not be mad" he said and I take a deep breath before pulling the tests out and put them in his hand.

He looked at them confused before it clicked. "You... You're pregnant? " he asked confused and shocked. I nod and chew on my lip nervously. "I'm gonna be a dad... Well again in a way... But holy shit I'm gonna be a dad" he said and smiled a bit. I look at him slightly confused, "wait... You aren't mad? " I asked and he looked at me. "Why would I be mad about this? " he asked.

"Well we haven't been dating long and this is a lot to handle so I was worried that you'd hate me and break up with me and I didn't know what to do so ive been mentally panicking an-" he cut me off by grabbing my face gently and kissing me. I melt into the kiss relaxing almost instantly. He pulled away after a few seconds, just slightly so he could speak. "I know it's a lot, especially with how long we've been dating.... But I love you" he said quietly, just loud enough for me to hear. I felt butterfly's in my stomach hearing him say he loved me, "I love you too" I say back. "Falling" I whisper slightly. "Catching" he responded before kissing me again happily.

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