confiding in a friend

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I don't remember when but I had managed to fall asleep in his arms. When I woke up later that night, maybe like 4 am, I felt the lack of warmth meaning he was awake and off somewhere.

I slowly sit up and rub my eyes tiredly and yawn. I look around the semi dark room before slowly getting up and quietly wince in pain since my whole body was aching. I leave the room and make my way downstairs seeing him and grizzy on the couch talking quietly. I head to the kitchen to grab some water and sigh. I felt like shit both physically and emotionally, no doubt I looked like it too. I quickly finished my water and made my way over to the couch and sit next to him, his hand on my thigh like usual. "How are you feeling" grizzy asked as pezzy comfortingly rubbed my thigh. "Ironically... Like death" I say simply. "My whole body hurts and so does my head, by any chance do either of you have anything to help with that? " I ask and they both look at each other like they were mentally discussing something.

"Weeeeell I might have something but I'm not sure if it's up your alley" pezzy said once he looked back at me. "Please, anything at all would help right now" I say putting my hand on his. "Ok... I'll be right back" he said and got up going upstairs. Now it was just me and grizzy.

I look down at my lap quietly, "don't feel guilty" grizzy said. I look up at him confused. "I saw it on your face earlier... Don't feel guilty about any of this. It's a lot for us to handle yes but you're our friend and we knew what we'd be getting into." He explained. "But it's getting in the way of his job... Your jobs" I say feeling bad. "That's the beauty of our job though, we are the ones who decide what to do. If we cut a stream short then chat understands, if we miss a stream then we explain something came up. It's not that big of a deal trust me, besides if you feel guilty about me and droid experiencing this stuff, we only experience it because we live with pezzy. I don't know if he told you but we've been discussing on all getting our own places so don't worry about me and droid we will be fine. Obviously we will still help when we can and we will experience stuff still because you're our friend. Just know you don't have to go through any of this alone, that's what friends are for. " he explained and I nod quietly. "I'm just worried it will become too much for him... And I'll lose him" I say honestly. "I've seen the way he looks at you... How he acts when talking about you... I don't think you have to worry about any of that" he said and I sigh relaxing a bit at the comforting words.

Soon pezzy came down with a little baggy in his hand and sat down next to me. "These are edible gummies, they are about 50 mg each I think so start with one and give it a bit before deciding if you need another. " he said and handed me a gummy from the bag. I've smoked weed before and I've had edibles but it's been awhile and it was before my accident. I quickly eat it deciding it's better than suffering.

Let's see how this affects me.

//sorry for the shorter chapter 😮‍💨//

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