JUNOON || جنون

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Love.

She never thought she was made for love. All of her life she was loved for a reason, technically because in some way she was efficient. Well the only one who loved her was her family but they ripped her heart apart as well. So, technically she didn't believe anyone would love her. No matter how much romance novels she read, she knew she was not the one, because once she read–

Aam si ladkiyo ke liye shehzade nahi aaya karte.

She believed it, but now looking at the man in front of her she can't deny that he made her life beautiful, worth living. She was outcasted, he made her feel accepted. She was ignored, he cared about her. She was always painted as a villain but he painted her as his,only his.

Hearing him confess something inside her snapped, maybe the wall she made around her heart did. She doesn't want anything, just him. She has lost everything, she can't afford to lose him. She can't just live without him, that's what he did to her, he made her habitual of him. Whenever he is not around her a weird restlessness settles onto her heart.

He confessed what he feels, doesn't she need to confess as well? He deserves it as much as she does, but the problem is how? He confessed while they were having an argument which made things for him easy. Maybe she should start an argument and then confess? Nah she won't copy his style.

She would confess, surely she would make sure that the moment is unforgettable.

Ishq chupa hai mera,
Shiwa toh bada hoga tujhe,
Kamzkham aankhe dekh meri tu,
Teri tasveer chupi milegi,
Phir bata bhala ishq kaha chupa hai mera?

"Mujhe dekhna band karogi?"
Shahzaib questioned, as he noticed Urwa gazing at him for more than ten minutes.

"Main tumhe nahi dekh rahi thi"

Urwa responded, still looking at him.

"Phir kise dekh rahi thi?"

Shahzaib questioned, leaning towards her.

"Mere shohar ko"

Urwa responded.

"Mujhme aur tumhare shohar main koi fark hai?"

Shahzaib raised his eyebrows, amusement sparkling in his eyes.

"Nahi"

Urwa responded, a small smile gracing her lips.

"Phir?"

Shahzaib questioned.

"Phir kuch nahi itna hi"

Urwa responded, as she looked into his eyes. She can just drown in his eyes. Those eyes are the reason for her comfort. Those eyes are the ones which provide her reassurance.

"Aise dekha na karo mujhe"

Shahzaib spoke, tucking her hairs behind her ears.

"Aise kaise?"

Urwa questioned.

"Jaise mohabbat ho gayi hai tumhe mujhse, junoon ki hadd tak mohabbat"

Shahzaib responded, his voice low.

Urwa didn't answer as she continued looking at him. Why can't he just accept that she loves him?

Shahzaib shook his head, noticing her unwavering gaze. His gaze fell on her lips, they were really inviting him and her gaze was not helping either. He pecked her lips lightly, making Urwa shocked who looked at him wide-eyed.

"Chale begum?"
Shahzaib questioned, raising his eyebrows.

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"Hum kaha jaa rahe hai Shahzaib? Atleast itna toh bata do yaar"