Deceiver - Tom Kaulitz

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Some of you may have already seen this is Bitter but not all my readers read both of my books so I put this in both of them. If you've already read this please feel free to just skip over it.

I just wanted to start off by saying how I am for not updating for over two months. My personal life has been very stressful and hectic.

As some of you may know, my mother had two strokes this year and her very last one had left her bed bound.

In my free time (which was already limited) I take care of her while she is at a nursing home 45 minutes away from where I live. Not only is this physically demanding but it's mentally exhausting.

Seeing my mother like this breaks my heart because she has always taken care of me and my family, putting us first and her last. Now it's my time to take care of her.

We are working very hard at getting her home so she can be with my father again, but unfortunately America's healthcare system fucking sucks which we already knew.

Insurance is hoping by mid September she will be going home where she can get home care and therapy until she is back to being independent. For now, she can do a lot on her own except stand up. She has almost all movement back in her hands and arms.

I have been working a lot on top of all this. I've also been having my own health issues with the constant ear infections which, fingers crossed, I finally have under control.

I've been struggling a little financially as well due to all of the time I've had off of work because of said ear infections and my hospital stay.

I have been very stressed but I feel like I am slowly finally starting to crawl out of this difficult situation I've been in. With my mom making huge progress quickly and her going home soon I feel like I can finally take a step back and focus more on me.

And with focusing more on myself comes focusing more on what makes me happy; writing for you guys! I'm on a small vacation over the next few days for my best friend's birthday so I'm hoping this weekend that I will have a new chapter out for you guys.

Thank you for listening to my yapping and for your patience as I get through this hard time. I appreciate each and every single one of you. I have missed you so much!

It warms my heart when I read your comments still and see your messages in my announcements. I am one of the very lucky authors who have such great, supportive, and loyal readers.

I can't wait to see what happens with Tom and Genevieve! I love you guys so very much and I think about y'all every single day!! Thank you for being you!! ❤️❤️