MY BELOVED ❤

Chapter - 22

The Reunion 🤧

Harsha pov-

I was angry on myself. But I'm helpless. I closed my teary eyes wanting to express my pain. Only my maatha dharini who is also prakriti can listen to my pain now.

I can hear the soothing wind flowing towards me as if Maatha prakruthi was listening to me. I started singing my pain out to my mother.

(For better experience listen to"Abhi mujh mein kahin" Song sung by sonu nigam.)

"ABHI MUJH MEIN KAHIN,
BAAKI THODI SI HAI ZINDAGI
JAGI DHADKAN NAYI,
JAANA ZINDA HOON MAIN TO ABHI
KUCH AISI LAGAN
IS LAMHE MEIN HAI
YEH LAMHA KAHAAN THA MERA
AB HAI SAAMNE,
ISE CHHOO LOON ZARA
MAR JAAUN YA JEE LOON ZARA
KHUSHIYAAN CHOOM LOON
YA RO LOON ZARA
MAR JAAUN YA JEE LOON ZARA"

Translation-
("Still, somewhere inside me,
there is a little life remaining..
A new heartbeat came up,
I got to know that I am still alive..
Some such tenacity
is there in this moment,
where was this moment of mine..
now it's in front of me,
should I die or should I live a little..
should I kiss joys,
or should I cry a little,
should I die or live for a while..")

In rajyasabha-

Aasha was still in a dilemma to say yes or not. Whenever she thought of saying a yes her mouth is not listening to her As if it forgot how to speak.

The weather changed drastically as if this one answer of her could bring either a huge good or huge damage to the world.

Her thoughts came to an end when she heard his broken and sad voice singing a beautiful song.

She felt as if he's calling her. She started breathing heavily, her chest heaving up and down, her hair sticking to her face due to sweat. She's looking beautiful yet broken.

Her legs moved in reflex and turned around to find him and know why he's sad.

Aasha's pov-

When I heard the sad voice of harsha singing, I don't know why I felt like he was calling for me.

My legs moved on their own to find him. I felt like my body is not in my control.

When I turned around to leave Uluka held my hand not letting me go.

His tight grip on my wrist made my clay made bangles break and they peirced my skin making me whimper.

Krishna immediately pushed him away from me.

The moment his hand left mine I immediately ran to find him.

His voice ringing in her mind. Her heart getting stabbed with each lyric.

"HO.. DHOOP MEIN JALTE HUE TANN KO,
CHHAYA PED KI MIL GAYI
ROOTHE BACHCHE KI HANSI JAISE,
PHUSLAANE SE PHIR KHIL GAYI
KUCH AISA HI AB MEHSOOS DIL KO HO RAHA HAI
BARSON KE PURAANE ZAKHMON PE MARHAM LAGA SA HAI
KUCH AISA REHAM IS LAMHE MEIN HAI
YE LAMHA KAHAAN THA MERA
AB HAI SAAMNE, ISE CHHOO LOON ZARA
MAR JAAUN YA JEE LOON ZARA
KHUSHIYAN CHOOM LOON
YA RO LOON ZARA
MAR JAAUN YA JEE LOON ZARA"

Translation-
("(as if) the body burning down in the sun
got the shade of a tree,
like the smile of an angry kid
came back on a little cajoling..
something like that is what my heart is feeling now,
on the years old wounds, there is some balm applied
some such mercy is there in this moment,
where was this moment of mine..
now it's in front of me,
should I die or should I live a little..
should I kiss joys,
or should I cry a little,
should I die or live for a while..")