Hues Of Love

Sabr se bada koi imtihaan nahi.....

To pray for someone is the strongest pursuit of love, so when someone tells you "you're in my prayers". It's as if they are saying: "I find you worthy enough to mention you to my Lord".

It was Friday morning the peaceful sound of adhan reached to his room a calm washed over his soul he didn't even needed a wake up call for this as he was a man whose sleep was long gone from when he didn't even had a answer for he just waited for fajr after performing his tahajjud this was Murad's mundane routine from the moment his nemat was taken away from him.He never ever dreamt of becoming this weak in front of anyone but here sitting on the prayer Mat raising his hand for making dua his palms started to tremble uncontrollable tears made their way to his cheeks down to lap soaking his kurta " Ya Allah Ab is jahaan me paane ko rakha kya hai Jise kho diya wahi puri duniya thi meri usse panaa nahi uska hona zaroori h usse dekhta hoon toh apna aap mukammal sa lagne lagta jaise mera saara sukoon ek shakhs ki zaat mein basa diya ho . Pta h mujhe gunhagaar hoon uska magar maafi ki gunjaish toh khuda ke dar par bhi h phir woh toh mera adha deen h usse mujhse itna door mat kar ki duniya kafir samaj behte mujhe .pata hi nahi chala kab usse itna naraz kar diya ki uske rab ne uske shikayaten sun li aur mujhe arsh se farsh tak ke safar ke liye muntaqhib kar diya bas lekin ab aur mere sabar ki aazmaish na kar Allah thik kar dein meri Rumaisa ko uske bina ek lamha bhi zindagi guzarne ka dil nahi karta mein nahi jaanta mohabbat ke asal mayne kya h mujhe toh iss lafz ka ehsaas bhi uske wajood ne karaya agar usse kuch hogya na toh mera dil band hojayega uski yaadon ke sahare jeena asaan h magar usse iss haal m dekhna bhot mushkil h mere liye mere maula saara jahan kisne manga h bas ek hi shaks ki toh baat h" he finally broke down into silent sobs which were interrupted by a gentle knock on the door too which he replied 'ajaye ammi' upon hearing his voice rumana entered the room with a tray in her hand which comprised of two cups of tea she offered one to Murad while holding the other in her hand she sat on the bed and kept the tray aside she continued saying "kabhi mujhe gaale laga kar to dekho kya pata sukoon ajaye maa hoon tumhari takleef hoti h tumhe aise dekhar jaise na jaane konsi kayamat toot padi ho hosla rakho thik hojayegi woh"listening to her he couldn't control himself n tightly hugged his mother n started crying n complaining " ammi woh kehti toh mujhse ek maafi kya mein toh saari duniya uske qadmon mein rakh deta aise kaise kar sakti h rumaisa mere saath koi gila koi shikwa nahi woh toh har baat ki narazagi zaahir karti thi mujhse fir yeh kyu ammi" n wiping his tears rumana said "zaroori toh nahi na ki har baat jatayi jaye beta kabhi kabhi alfaaz ki zaroorat nahi hoti samajhne ke liye aur rahi baat tumhari toh khud ko aziyat dena band kardo khuda ke faisale ke aage bhla kiski chali h aur mera bacha mein jaanti hoon tumhe ki tum kabhi kisi ko takleef de nahi sakte ho aur woh toh phir rumaisa h jisme tumhari jaan basti h" after saying this the mother n son duo spent a little time chatting about their life .
It was around 10 in the morning murad inhaled a deep breath n knocked n on the door in an answer a voice came "ajaaye" hearing the man's command Murad entered the room seeing the commotion behind the man turned around while fixing his freshly ironed blue shirt seeing the person standing in front of him Usman said "aap yaha kyu aaye hai jaye yahan se iss phle ki mujhe gussa jaaye aur mein kuch bol doon apko izzat karta hoon apki n let it be that way only" too which Murad replied  "Usman izzat karte ho toh bhai bol kar pukaro" but the latter interrupted saying "izzat karta hoon lekin maaf nahi kiya h meine so u better know what I mean" before he could speak further Murad interrupted "ye aapsi narazagi baad ki baat h abhi mein rumaisa ke hawale se kuch baat karne aya hoon aur bina kuch bole meri baat suno n like that he narrated whole incident too Usman" listening about his sister's well-being his anger subsided n on the cue Murad handed the necessary documents too him saying "khaala aur chachu ke signatures chahiye aaj can u manage kyuki meri flight h evening ki" n Usman nodded hearing him.

Murad's flight was just landed he was departing for hospital when he received a call he picked up seeing the name Dr.zain flashing on his screen before he could answer the call came a panick stricken voice of zain from other side murad rumaisa's condition has worsened just quickly come to the hospital without wasting a second Murad rushed to the hospital .
A man entered the emergency ward in disheveled state dried tear stains were clearly visible while new ones made their way seeing the love of his life lying lifeless he quickly ran toward rumaisa n clutched her hands n started sobbing saying "tumhe thik hona mere liye mein mar jaunga maysa agar tumhe kuch hogya toh"his hold on her hand became tighther by each passing second as if his life depended on it . Zain handled him n took him away constantly consoling him saying she will be alright but Murad interrupted saying 'mein khaala ko kaise batunga zain' too which zain replied 'I have informed hayat so she will inform others so don't panic' . After 15 minutes when Murad's breathing became normal dr ismail walked out of the emergency room at the same time hayat n maham along with Haider entered the hospital .Haider came forward to have a talk with doctor but before Haider could say anything doctor informed them 'we are shifting her to ventilator because her pulse rate has dropped dangerously n moreover her heart isn't responding n asked them for the consent form which Haider took from Murad's hand and handed it too him.

Half n hour passed in silence rumaisa's surgery has started just five minutes ago all this while maham was silently sobbing n Hayat was consoling her but Murad was nowhere in sight n haider was in prayer room performaning his namaz n making dua for the well-being of rumaisa.
It was time for isha prayers people started to gather in the mosque their was not much crowd but still some people were their while in corner a man was silently sitting on prayer Matt indulge in his deep thoughts his body language was like of a statue from last 20 minutes noticing him the imam of mosque came forward n stood in front but even a single hair of his body not responsded to his presence as if the man was not alive so imam sat infront of him n took his hands n said "khuda par bharosa rakho apne bande ko kabhi khaali haath nahi karta" listening hum murad made an eye contact with him n said " ye bharosa hi toh h apne malik par warna meri saanse toh kabka mera saath chodh chuki hoti" too which he replied "pareshani toh nahi janta tumhari lekin haan dua zaroor karunga ki khuda tume pur sukoon karde" on the cue Murad took out some money from his pocket n said "maulvi sahab yeh sadqa h meri biwi ki salaamti ka gareebon mein baat dijiyega'' n left from their leaving a surprise maulvi behind cause it was not just some money but three thick slacks of the currency.
Passing through the plain lifeless corridor of hospital Murad stood infront operation theatre very calmly seeing him hayat n haider came forward but were surprised seeing Murad so calm so haider said 'Murad you can cry if you want we are here for you' n hayat too said 'bhai app thik toh na' to which he replied 'haan Haya mein bilkul thik hoon filhal' too which Haider questioned 'Murad filhal se kya matlab h tumhara kuch aisa waise karne ki sochna bhi mat' n Murad replied sadly 'mein kyu kuch aisa waisa sochunga waise bhi meri dhadhkane uski dhadhkano se vabasta h toh ab sab uski marzi se hoga'.