𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐨𝐧𝐞.

𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
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trigger warning: infertility

Taylor's pov

Doctors office's always have a certain smell, a certain look, a certain uneasy feeling, a place you don't really want to be spending your time, especially not hunting for the answers that Travis and I are searching for. I was so nervous, my leg was trembling, as much as Travis tried to stabilise it, it stayed wobbling, I was just so terrified for what the outcome of today would be.

" Taylor Kelce " a nurse called out, as I jumped, she invited me with a warm smile, guiding me to a room, Travis kissing my cheek, telling me it would be okay no matter what, before he was bailed to wait outside, his appointment would be after mine. The room she took me to was sterile, pretty plain, nothing much to it, how you'd expect a doctors office to be most likely.

" hi Taylor, I'm Dr Maidley, I hear you guys are having a few problems trying to conceive, is that right? " she asks delicately, obviously aware how sensitive this topic is for some people

" mhm, we've been trying for around a year and nothing " I explain, my voice slightly hostile, it pained me, it really did. But we needed to do this

" okay, so quite a while then. I will begin by saying, it's not overly worrying, sometimes it can just take some couples that slightly bit longer but I understand your concerns so we'll be sure to get to the bottom of it for you guys okay? " dr maidley said sweetly, a small smile on her face, one I was sure was meant to be reassuring and comforting in a hard time, which it was, I didn't feel as nervous.

She talked me through the tests, before we went forward and actually started them. They weren't too painful or invasive and they all finished pretty quickly and soon enough it was travis' turn to go, as I waited in the waiting room, absorbing all of the leaflets on the walls, most of them about pregnancy or birth – a further punch to the gut but this was an obgyn clinic after all. It felt like Travis was in there for hours, more likely the fact that I was just alone, in my thoughts, not having much to take my mind off of what was going on. Fortunately, we'd paid that bit extra to have fast test results, meaning they'd be ready by this afternoon, once we got the call. So when I was reunited with Travis, we decided to go out for lunch, just to stay in the area.

" remember what I said baby " Travis said softly, as my gaze turned towards him, away from the rainbow salad that I had ordered for lunch

" I know, I'm just so worried trav, what if there is something wrong, then what do we do " I was so worried, how would we ever come through this, and what if it was me. What if I was the reason we couldn't have a baby?

" then we'll work through it together baby, like we've always done. I'm never, and I mean, never, going to let you go through this alone, okay? " he assured me, and I didn't doubt him, everything that's been thrown at us, we have in fact worked through it together, no matter what it was.

We took our time with our lunch, not in any rush to get anywhere, a few people had spotted us here, but thankfully not many, it definitely could've got a lot worse than what it was. We were just heading back to the car when my phone rang, me instantly recognising the number as being my doctors office, so without hesitation I answered.

" hi there, can I speak to a Taylor Swift " a soft voice sounded

" this is she " i immediately replied