in the moonlight 💜 ~ (Catnap x Fem reader!)

10~(Feelings)

                       Chapter 10...feelings
a/n: You can skip this chapter if you want! but this is just about dogdays feelings . i wanted to include dogdays feelings in the story :)

3 days before..

(Dogdays POV:)

Ever since i got to known Y/n, something in me changed. We have a pretty good friendship. I didn't wanna ruin it of course. I set my feelings for her aside, and focused on our friendship. Before i figured out i had feelings for her, whenever i seen her i would just feel casual. But now , i get instant butterflies and my tail wags more around her. I don't know if i'll ever tell her, but if i do then i hope she feels the same way. At the same time tho, i don't want her too. We're not meant to be, and it's hard for me accept. I told Bubba about how i felt around y/n. He told me , word from word. "You might've gained feelings for y/n." . I obviously denied it but now. i think i do?...

The next day...

I though about what Bubba said that whole night. I think I did?..  I instantly went to his room and told him

"Bubba, think your right. i did. gained feelings.."  I said looking down. i couldn't face him

"Dogday, You know it's never going to work out." He said coldly.

My heart dropped.

"Dogday, you need some self respect. She's never gonna to like you. i mean come on now, we're toy animals, She's a human. How would that work?" i looked back up at him and didn't say a word. He had a disappointed look on his face.

"Your the leader, you shouldn't be thinking about our employee like that. You should probably stop talking to her for awhile." He looked away from me after that. I left the room with a aching heart. Was everything he saying, true?...

I went straight to Bobby's room. She's more positive.

"Hey bobby.." I said quietly.

"Hey dogday!" She said happily . She noticed how i was looking. "Dogday? What happened?" She ran up to me and gave me a hug. I looked at her and smile and let her go.

I explained to her what me and bubba was talking about and my feelings for y/n.

"Dogday, you don't truly know. Your a leader and responsible. Why wouldn't she like you? Just because we're different doesn't mean nothing!" She reassured me.

"Bobby..I think she likes Catnap." I said. Bobby had a wide eye expression. She didn't know what to say. "Wh-what do you mean? Why do you think that?" She questioned. "Well, i went to go talk to y/n. she wasn't in her office so i started checking the whole office. There was one room i hadn't check yet." I said. "I walked in there and i seen catnap and y/n together in there." I said quickly. Bobby was in shock. "What we're they doing? Do you know?" She asked . i shake my head no. "What did it look like atleast?" She questioned. I tried to reimagine the scene. But i just couldnt. "Im not sure Bobby, but i'll try thinking about it the whole day." I said. I turned to leave the room. "thanks for listening ." I said. "Of course dogday!" She said as i left the room.
 
   (Time skip)

After my walk, i went back home to make myself something to eat. I was starving. It was quiet for a little, until i heard some loud thumping. I brushed it off thinking it was Kickin being his usually loud self throwing stuff around. "Let me go!" I voice yelled. It started to concern me. There were 2 Other voices. I tried listening to what they were all saying , but everything sounded muffled. 'What is going on?' i thought to myself. "Hey dogday!" the voice startled me. I look behind me to only see it was Bobby. "Oh hey bobby!" i said. She smiled and went to the fridge. "What are you up too?" she asked. "Oh you know, just making some breakfast before i check on the kids and y/n." I say as i watch her scan through the fridge for something. it went silence for a moment. "Hey uhm.." she paused for a moment. i looked back at her wondering what she has to say next. "By chance did you ever talk to Hoppy and Kickin today?" She asked. She had a weird tone in her voice. Her facial expression was different. "Uhm! no why?" i smiled nervously. "This morning when kickin and hoppy came back home.." Her voice got quiet. "They seemed weird.." I paused what i was doing. I see her look to the side. 'Are they the ones making the noises upstairs? are they trying to kill someone?' i thought to myself . "Yeah no, i haven't talked to them today. Do-" "Oh shoot! i have to get going!! i promised the kids i'll wake them up and color. They like me better." She giggles and dashed out the kitchen and straight to the front door.

Out of curiosity. i went upstairs to investigate...

(chapter 7)

   (The next day)

I couldnt look at y/n without also thinking of that thing i walked in on. Yesterday , all the memories came back . I Have i become jealous? There's no way! I tried thinking of other stuff but i couldn't, The whole day i avoided y/n and catnap. Catnap finally confessed he liked y/n. I hated hearing that. but deep down i knew she wouldnt feel the same. Bubbas words stuck to my mind.

Honestly, i felt bad for ignoring y/n. but i had too. for myself. I mean sometimes i would glance at her , but that's all. a few times i wanted to talk to her or go see her at her personal office, but i would stop myself. I love y/n, She has a really good personality. but i guess this is how things are just gonna be for now, until i can see her different. i feel hurt. 'She does like him.' the same thought kept repeating my head.

i told Bobby what happened. She stayed by my side and i appreciated her for it. Everyone was busy today. Bubba was just studying in his room about something, kicking and hoppy are hanging out, craftycorn is doing arts and crafts with the kids, Piggy is making lunch for the kids, and catnap..i didn't know where he was at. Me and Bobby were chatting in her room, until we both heard footsteps outside the door. We both got quiet. They went to a room. "I'm sure it's just kickin or hoppy!" Bobby said. i looked at her "Yeah probably.." i said.

After awhile i hear everyone come back. I told Bobby i'm going to go hang with the others, i waved and left. i seen kickin and hoppy peek through catnaps door. Hoppy noticed me and signaled me to look through the door. I hesitated for a second, but curiosity got the best of me. I hear kickin and hoppy both giggling. I look and see y/n sleeping in catnaps bed, but catnap was actually laying next to her. "awwww!" kickin and hoppy both squealed. Catnap flips them off, kickin and hoppy left laughing. It felt like my heart sank. All i felt was anger. Me and catnap both made eye contact for a moment. It looked like he wanted to say something, before he could i left. My heart hurts. Sadness fill my body. i couldn't think straight. i went to my room. and just sat in my thoughts.

     (Midnight)

it was difficult for me to sleep. I tried closing my eyes , but i never felt tired. i didnt realize what time it was. "3:47." i mumbled to myself. I never been up so late before! But luckily everyone is off tomorrow. So we don't have any important work to do. I went downstairs to sleep on the couch. It's my favorite spot. Everytime i couldn't sleep i would come down here. As i laid down on the couch, i sighed in comfort. I closed my eyes, i was actually about to fall asleep until i heard something outside. i tried ignoring the noises. The door flung open. I immediately jumped up. I was about to attack until i realized it was only Catnap. i groan "Catnap , What are you doing up!?" i whispered loudly. "Don't worry about it." He rolled his eyes. Me and Catnap haven't been able to get along now. i don't know why honestly. We used to be best buds, i don't know what changed. i was frustrated with him. I looked down at his arms , i noticed he was holding y/n. "What did you do to y/n!?" i questioned. I feared this would happen..again. "Calm down she just fell asleep." He said with an attitude. I didn't like how he was now, "Are you sure you didn't.. Kill her?!" i yelled angrily. everyone knew what he could do. He is dangerous. All the other employees knew . That's why they stopped helping around. They feared him. "Yes i'm sure! Why would i do that!" he yelled back. i didn't wanna argue. Not after that accident. Thats why the critters have kinda been avoiding him. We acted like we never seen what happened or feared him. "What is up with you?! Ever since i confessed that i like y/n , you been acting weird!" i had enough. I should've thought about what i was about to say. "Maybe because i liked y/n first!" i yelled. I didnt realized what i just confessed until catnaps eyes widen. when i realized , we both shared the same expression. Silence came, i blushed at the embarrassment and awkwardness. i thought maybe , if i said that he would understand how i felt too. but i'm guessing he didn't. He snickered and went upstairs to his room.

My heart dropped. he could use this information against me. He could tell y/n!
i don't know what to do..

I'll figure it out tomorrow.

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