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BONUS #1 - Jakehoon (Original Rough Draft)

A/N: This was written around a year ago, most likely (it WILL be written poorly). This is from the original plot (cause this story was originally sunsun, then it changed to Jakehoon, and then heehoon). This is what would have happened if Sunghoon had gone to Jake for comfort instead of Heeseung.

(Mature)

(NOT PROOF READ)

"I can't do this anymore, Jake." Sunghoon whispers, his voice breaking as tears fall down his cheeks.

"What?" Jake asks gently, wiping Sunghoon's tears with his sleeves.

"I don't want to like him anymore. He's a shit person who never cared about my feelings and still doesn't. I want to be over him, I don't understand why my heart won't just move on." Sunghoon cries.

"It doesn't happen overnight..."

"It's been over 3 years. How long is it going to take? I just want it to be over so I can be happy again."

"You're...not happy?" Jake asks.

"How can I be happy when I'm constantly thinking about him? Who we could have been. Who he's with now, how much happier he is now without me. He's moved on and I'm the only one still here thinking about the past." Sunghoon says.

"It feels like a contract...like those divorce papers people refuse to sign and it just makes both people suffer longer than necessary. I want to get over him all at once. I want to suffer all at once and then sign it and move on."

"Like a bill..." Jake murmurs. Sunghoon shrugs.

"Yeah...I guess so."

"And nothing works? Trying to distract yourself, I mean."

"I can't think of anything else. He makes me feel like shit and all I want to do is forget about him, even for just a few hours. I don't want to drink it away though. I've tried that and it just makes the thoughts of him worse." Sunghoon mumbles. Jake moved his hand away from Sunghoon's face since he had stopped crying, his hand on Sunghoon's shoulder instead.

I guess we both feel like crap.

Ruined and abandoned by the ones we trusted enough to love.

At least we understand each other.

"Hoon..." Jake says quietly. Jake had a wild idea. Maybe he would regret it, but right now it seemed like the best thing to do to help them both.