Adore~ an Alias Grace fanfic~

Log two

Would you see me one more time before Im gone? When I try and remember what it might be that you were telling me or trying to tell me, I wonder if I got it all wrong or if all of my sleepless nights were the reason I never could figure it all out. I still see your face everywhere I go, just like I did so many years ago. I see it on children and adults, men or women for I see not a single boarder with you. What else is that I have been looking for you in everything. It is a sickening feeling to expect something so good and be disappointed by the reality when it is uncovered. I have turned my head at every scuffing of feet in hopes of it being you. I have turned at every motion, every blurred form, every voice. And for as long as my forever lasts, I will continue to search for you, in all things, in every day I find myself breathing again.