love after loss🦋.

chapter 9.

jackie🌸.

"guys i don't think she's gonna come" alysha said.

"me either. i actually had hope but yk tiffany" chelsea said.

"maybe we should go to her house and drag her" kiah said.

"tbh i didn't expect her to show up especially since she knew kirsten was gone be here"

i grabbed my phone and texted the gc too see if she would at least text back.

LVACES🖤🐐:

jackie: tiff wya ? it's MADENTORY.

tiffany: i told yall i wasn't coming if ole girl was gone be there.

jackie: okay but we need to sort this out. you two cannot keep going at it like this. please just come.. please ???

i set my phone and aja's dog came over to me. if yk me yk ion do dogs. or animals at all really.

he started to cry when i didn't pick him up and it made me feel bad.

"girl f*** you. don't do my dog" aja said picking him up

"i didn't even do nun i wasn't trying to be mean"
i said shocked that she really just said eff me.

5 minutes later the door open and we saw tiffany walk in. when i tell yall i was shocked that's what i mean.

"tiffany you came.. hey girl" alysha said hugging her.

"yeah yeah now why did yall want me to come ?"
she asked.

"because you and kirsten need to work this out" aja said.

"man ian got sh** to say to her" tiff said.

"guys this is ridiculous man. you guys are teammates yall gotta learn how to work through stuff like this" i said.

"look tiffany im sorry for what i said. ik that i was out of line and i promise it won't happen again. it was just a joke but ian think about how it would make you feel. i promise i will do better" kirsten said.

"proud of you" i said to kirsten.

"im sorry too. it was low to talk about how you look and ik that everyone is different and beautiful in their own way. i hope you can forgive me and we can move past this" tiffany said making me smile.

"ahhh see there you go! im proud of both of yall. now can we please get a move on with our lives"
i said making everyone laugh.

we watched as the two hugged.

"YEAHHHHH" we yelled making them shake their heads.

afterwards we ate and just hung around. i walked over too kelsey she hadn't really said anything all night.

"hey you okay mama ?" i asked sitting down beside her.

"mhmm" she mumbled.

"bae you haven't said a word.. talk to me and tell me wassup" i said.

"im just chillin" she said smiling.

i grabbed her hand and we went to sit in the middle where everyone else was. i feel like now that tiffany and kirsten made up practice will go smoother. it's what we need as a team.

kelsey❤️‍🩹.

"nope and still dgaf" i said walking upstairs.

"baby i don't understand why your so upset with me" jackie said.

"because why would you set up a counseling session behind my back and then trick me into going.. do yk how low that is ?" i asked.

"im trying to help you kelsey. you can't tell your slowly falling back into depression ? im doing what's best for you because you refuse to get help".

"i don't need help jackie. i was heart broken okay it's normal. have you ever got cheated on ?? by someone YOU MARRIED ? H*LL NO so stop trying to tell me how tf to feel" i yelled.

"baby im not trying to tell you how to feel. yes i understand that your hurting and it's understandable but that doesn't change the fact that depression is a big deal" she said.

"yeah whatever just know i'm not going back. i have a shower to take." i said grabbing my clothes and going to the bathroom.

"bae your not listening to me"

"your right i'm not cus this is bull. you basically saying that i'm crazy and i need help it's not something i wanna hear" i said.

"why you twisting my words ma ? that's not what i said. counseling doesn't always mean your crazy. your healing from trauma" jackie said grabbing my waist.

"yeah whatever. i have to go shower" i said going to the bathroom. i closed the door and started the water and waited for it to warm up.

i don't need counseling and im not going either. idk why jackie think she's helping but she's not. it's normal for me to feel this way after a heart break.

"baby can you open the door ?" jackie asked as she lightly knocked.

"no go away" i said.

i undressed and hopped in the shower. the hot water helped relax my mind and muscles. after my shower i got out and dried myself off before getting dressed.

i walked out of the bathroom and i saw jackie in my bed chillin. she was wearing a bra and nike shorts. why is she so fine lord.

i got into bed and grabbed the remote to put it on netflix. i felt jackie lay her hand on my thigh.

"yk i love you right ?" i heard jackie say.

"yeah ik. i love you too" i said not looking away from the tv.

"kelsey i just wanna help you my love.. your hurting and i promise im only tryna help" she said pulling me towards her.

"ik im sorry for how i acted" i mumbled.

"i get it mama. im not mad at you but i do want you to understand that i just want what's best for you" she said. i nodded and smiled.

"i love you" i said.

"i love you more." jackie said.

"what ?" she asked.

"nothing just admiring. God took his time with you." i smirked.

"thank you baby."

"you better stop for you start sum you can't finish" she said as my hand roamed down her body. i pressed my lips to hers and i felt her hands on my waist.

"nap time" i smiled at her.

"yk it" she said laughing.

i laid my head on her chest i could hear her heart beating. it really relaxed my mind. i wrapped my arms around her waist as vanilla scent hit my nose. the way my mind is working rn. lord.

chapter 9🥳! ahh tiffany and kirsten made up. nun jackie made kelsey go to a counseling session and she was not here for it 😭😭. vote and comment💋!