love after loss🦋.

chapter 35.

2 months until the wedding🫶🏾.

kelsey❤️‍🩹.

"ouu how about this ?" i said showing her a venue in puerto rico.

"omg that's beautiful, let's do it" she said and i smiled and nodded.

i booked the time and date and closed my laptop. i can't believe im marrying the love of my life in 2 months. im so excited.

"okay all that's left is dress shopping" i said.

"wait don't we have to book our nail, hair, and makeup appointment ?" jackie asked looking up from her phone.

"no i already did that" i said making her look at me in shock.

"d*** bae. you the best" she said kissing my cheek.

"lol thank you baby. i'm just super excited that i done already booked everything" i giggled.

"so do yk who to choose for the bridesmaids ?" i asked.

"yeah ik kiare, rickea, aja, and arike but i feel like the team will feel some type of way" she said.

"yeah but they know it's to many of them so somebody is bound to not be picked" i said and she nodded.

"are you sure you don't wanna pick anyone specific ? it's your wedding too" she asked.

"yes i don't have anyone i'm completely close with so" i said and she nodded.

"hey so i was thinking that we can have a big picture of your sister sitting in the front and you'll see her when you walk down the aisle" jackie said making me look at her in shock ?

"really ? you won't mind ?" i whispered as tears filled my eyes.

"ofc not baby. ik this is bittersweet for you especially since she would be a bridesmaid but i want you feel like she's still apart of the wedding. you deserve it baby"

"and i can't imagine how hard this is for you but i do want you to know that im here for you and proud of you and so is she" she added as the tears dropped.

"thank you" i said hugging her.

"i love you" i said into her shoulder.

"aw i love you more.. no tears baby" she said wiping my tears.

"okay so why don't you and your mom pick out your favorite picture of her and send it to me" she said and i nodded.

she's honestly the best fiance ever. and darren never cared to hear or about her and it makes me happy that she cares so much.

"okay i'm gonna go start dinner" i said getting up and jackie pulled me back.

"no mama take a break. you need it and you deserve it. we can just order a pizza" she said.

"are you sure ?? i can cook baby its-"

"im sure my love.. just relax your over working yourself" she said wrapping her arms around my waist.

she rubbed my neck lightly & and i yawned.. this nap finna hit that's it lol.

"don't go to sleep mama" jackie whispered.

"why not" i whined.

"you gotta eat baby. the pizza is almost here" she said and i nodded.

"so while we wait, tell me one thing about your sister that i don't know" she said making me think.

"ouu she is done green eye and one brown one" i said.

"wait fr ?" she asked shocked.

"mhmm which was weird cus neither of my parents had it but it was genetic so ig our grandparents have it. i thought it was cool and was kind of jealous cus why i couldn't have that" i said making us laugh.