jackie🌸.
"do you want him jackie ?" kelsey asked making me sigh.
"no kels i don't.. im sorry i let him kiss my neck but i pushed him off. he know me and you date so i thought he would respect that enough to keep it cordial" i said.
"you really told him that ?" she mumbled.
"ofc.. and then he got upset and left. kels i would never hurt you baby. ion want nb but you" i said.
"and yes he went to far but i will set boundaries with him" i added.
"im not mad at you.. just as long as you know and he know your mine." she said making me laugh.
"forever yours baby" i said kissing her forehead.
"not gone lie i want him to sing to me tho" kelsey said making me laugh.
she got on top of me and and wrapped her arms around my waist. i rubbed her back lightly.
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j.young5: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE🖤. i love everything about you and i hope yk how proud of you i am. your so beautiful and smart and i couldn't ask for a better girlfriend 😍. happy birthday baby! i love you 🥹🥹.
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⤵️: @kelseyplum10: omg baby stop your not old lol 😭😭🖤."like who told me to turn 30 ?" kelsey said making me laugh.
"bae your not even old stop" i said laughing.
"we gotta have kids soon" she said.
"no we do not! again your NOT old baby you got all the time in the world lol" i said.
"i love you" she said.
"still can't make eye contact" she said. i could hear the change in tone so ik she was probably upset about it.
"baby it's not my fault im just super shy" i said.
"okay but im your gf.. i thought you would be comfortable with me by now"
"i am comfortable with you but i still get nervous" i said.
"okay" she mumbled.
"mama why you acting like that ? it's not like i don't wanna look at you" i sighed.
"acting like what tho ? im chillin" she said.
"ma i love you" i said.
"bae you hear me" i said pushing her.
"i said i love you" i repeated.
"yeah ik i love you too" she said irritated. at that point i just left her alone because obviously she's upset right now and im not helping.
kelsey❤️🩹.
"why do i feel tension between you two ?" chelsea asked.
"idk im just vibin" i said.
"jackie what's going on ?" aja asked.
"she got upset because i can't make eye contact with her yet" jackie said.
"kels it's not like she doesn't want too. yk jackie's shy" tiff said.
"exactly, that's what i told her but she was like i should be comfortable with her by now" jackie said.
"cus you should we be with each other 24/7" i said shrugging my shoulders.
"okay but im 26 and i been shy since the day i was born. a couple of months ain't got nun on that and it takes time" jackie said.
"how much ? bcus you been here since you were 21 and you still too shy to give a pre game dance so just imagine how long it's gonna take you to get comfortable" i said raising my voice.
"okay first of all you don't have to scream" jackie said.
"girl okay. as long as ik you can't even look me in the eye and tell me you love me im cool of that and you" i said laughing.
i finished tying my laces and i felt syd pull me back.
"uht uht you two need to work this out right here and right now" syd said.
"im cool.. aint sh** else i can do" i said.
"no but you see how you acting right now bae ?? like you really getting the wrong idea and it's not even like that" jackie said.
"nah i get it CLEAR ASF" i said.
"what do you want from me kelsey ? like im confused as h*ll" jackie said.
"i want you to love me enough to look me in the eyes and tell me that but you can't. and that's not a good sign if we in a relationship."
"omg you gotta give me time mama" jackie said.
"how much time tho jackie ? years ? i refuse to waste my time man. but yet you can look toosii in the eyes is crazy."
"oh uht uht.. hold the h*ll on.. not once did i look him in the eyes i sat there and stared at my fingers so don't do that. second of all i tell you i love you everyday and just because im not good at eye contact don't mean i don't kelsey" jackie said using her hands.
"yeah whatever. ion got time for this tbh" i said. i grabbed a ball and headed onto the court to warm up.
ik it may not be a big deal.. but eye contact is a very big deal to me in relationships. if ik you can look me in the eyes when i need you too it gives me peace and it makes me trust you 10x more.
and jackie really don't care so it really shows me how she actually feel. ik for a fact that she's really shy but i feel like we've been together long enough to be comfortable with me.
chapter 14🥳! ahh i love how they talked it out about the situation with toosii but kels got in her feelings cus jackie can't make eye contact with her.. how yall feel about eye contact when it comes to your relationship ?? lmk cus i wanna know & think it matters. vote and comment💋!
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love after loss🦋.
Fiksi Penggemar"i don't know if i can love again. i don't wanna get hurt" i told her. "i will take care of your heart baby." jackie said holding my hand.