HAVING 13

MIXTAPES

MISSY'S SONGS

01. at seventeen - janis ian
"those whose names were never called when choosing sides for basketball"

02. the bolter - taylor swift
"ended with the slam of a door, then he'll call her a whore, wish he wouldn't be sore, but as she was leaving, it felt like breathing"

03. today - the smashing pumpkins
"pink ribbon scars that never forget, i tried so hard to cleanse these regrets"

04. the drugs don't work - the verve
"you leave my life, i'm better off dead"

05. knockin' on heaven's door - bob dylan
"feels like i'm knockin' on heaven's door"

06. torn - natalie imbruglia
"there's nothing where he used to lie, my inspiration has run dry, that's what's going on, nothing's right, i'm torn"

07. teen idle - marina & the diamonds
"i want back my virginity so i can feel infinity"

08. thérèse - maya hawke
"thérèse does not belong to you, the horses, cars and cowboys do"

09. sun bleached flies - ethel cain
"if it's meant to be, then it will be"

10. just like a woman - jeff buckley
"she aches just like a woman, but she breaks just like a little girl"

SONGS FOR JOHNNY

11. risk - gracie abrams
"too soon to tell you i love you"

12. kiss me - sixpence none the richer
"you wear those shoes and i will wear that dress, oh, kiss me"

13. fade into you - mazzy star
"i look to you to see the truth"

14. no. 1 party anthem - arctic monkeys
"the look of love, the rush of blood, the "she's with me"'s, the gallic shrug"

15. dancing with our hands tied - taylor swift
"i loved you in spite of deep fears that the world would divide us"

16. everywhere - fleetwood mac
"i wanna be with you everywhere"

17. between the bars - elliott smith
"look at the stars, i'll kiss you again, between the bars"

18. head over heels - tears for fears
"something happens and i'm head over heels"

19. last night on earth - green day
"my beating heart belongs to you"

20. but daddy i love him - taylor swift
"i'm having his baby- no, i'm not, but you should see your faces"

JOHNNY'S SONGS

21. telescope - cage the elephant
"frantically searching his dreams, he wonders what it's all about"

22. vienna - billy joel
"slow down, you're doing fine"

23. live forever - oasis
"we see things they'll never see"

24. the archer - taylor swift
"i wake in the night, i pace like a ghost, the room is on fire, invisible smoke"

25. time - pink floyd
"and you are young and life is long, and there is time to kill today, and then one day you find ten years have got behind you"

26. symphonia ix - current joys
"the need to be the best before the need to rest"

27. give me a minute - the coronas
"you fought for it, you should be applauded"

28. knockin' on heaven's door - guns n' roses
"feels like i'm knockin' on heaven's door"

29. hard to sleep - gracie abrams
"and i'm so scared of losing all control, don't you tell me it's better to let go"

30. white ferrari - frank ocean
"how was i supposed to know anything?"

SONGS FOR MISSY

31. seven - taylor swift
"i think your house is haunted, your dad is always mad and that must be why"

32. fix you - coldplay
"lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones, and i will try to fix you"

33. beetlebum - blur
"when she lets me slip away, she turns me on, then all my violence is gone"

34. forever winter - taylor swift
"too young to know it gets better, i'll be summer sun for you forever"

35. forever - the beach boys
"if every word i said could make you laugh, i'd talk forever"

36. this love - maroon 5
"this love has taken its toll on me, she said goodbye too many times before"

37. i could die for you - red hot chilli peppers
"what it means to me to be with you alone, close the door and no one has to know how we are"

38. the blue - gracie abrams
"what if you're my weakness?"

39. something - the beatles
"somewhere in her smile she knows that i don't need no other lover"

40. baby don't cut - bmike
"i know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end, you may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend"