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liked by kgtobio and others atsuiya do not learn from y/nie! sleeping off yer feelings will not fix anything 😤 view all comments osamuiya since when were u an expert on love 😹
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atsumu was rummaging through y/n's pantry while the latter was cozying the sofa up for the serious talk they were about to have.
if it were up to y/n, she would've been sleeping and eating the afternoon away but because of her best friend's abrupt intrusion and demands to talk, she was unable to.
once they were settled, y/n and atsumu turned to face each other and bursted out laughing. they rarely ever planned to have these talks, it usually happened on its own.
after their laughter died down, y/n's impatience grew, "so, what's this serious topic you wanna talk about so badly? you're interrupting my beauty sleep, y'know?"
atsumu gave her a look that immediately shut her up, her best friend could be intimidating when he wanted to be.
"i wanna talk about you and tobio-kun." before y/n could run away, atsumu grabbed her by the wrist. "cmon, y/nie! you've been avoidin this topic for so long. i just wanna know! besides, i'm the one who set you two up, remember?"
y/n eventually stopped trying to squirm out of atsumu's hold and sat back down. he was right, after all.
"i... don't know." she started, weakly. atsumu gave her a look once again and she hated how he could make her spill her guts so easily.
"fine! i broke up with him. because i was scared, i guess?" atsumu nodded for her to continue.
"it's just that, tobio's the first guy in a long time that i really, truly liked– actually, if i'm being honest with myself and you? i might actually love him. and i think that's why i broke it off."
"i was scared that we'd go on and i'd fall for him even harder. then, when things would get hard, he'd leave me for his first love, volleyball."
atsumu was about to disagree when y/n started again, "before you say anything, i know tobio wouldn't do that. which is also another reason why i ran. i couldn't handle being the one to cause him to abandon his dream. he worked so hard for it and he has such a deep connection to the sport that it would make my heart hurt worse if he left it because of me rather than leaving me because of it."
"i'm weak and a coward, tsumu. i let my negative thoughts get to me and i acted impulsively. then i was too afraid to take it back because what if he didn't want me anymore? or what if he did and i'd hurt him again? god, this is why i didn't want to date in uni, or ever again!"
