Vexing Mister Kwon

Confession

  It was any omega's nightmare, any omega's fear. To be violated in such a way, to have such a personal and intimate part of yourself taken away from you without consent. Even with how much strong Jihoon sounds and looks he cannot help but be horrified at seeing the forced mark, unconsciously touching his own neck, hearing the murmurs of his own omega comforting him that they are fine and that no one will ever get close to them but their alpha and Jihoon cannot even complain or refute what the omega said this time because Jihoon will rather die than let anyone else claim him. It was such an epiphany to him at that moment for him and hearing his omega at the same time, it will be either him or no one ever. Not that Jihoon ever planned before to be mated or something, he always knew if it took for it he would go down as a sacrificial lamb for his family like he always planned but now staring at Jeonghan, Jihoon doubts he will ever be able to go along with it fully. Maybe it was just the situation talking but deep in his bones he knew the truth either way.

  Jeonghan smiles sadly letting the hold on his robes off not even bothering to close the buttons once again with a sigh. Jihoon holds his breath not knowing what to do or even say and Jeonghan just pats his knee reassuringly, even with that small gesture Jihoon jumps embarrassingly in place and quickly apologizes but Jeonghan only looks sadly at him "It is okay, I did not expect you to take this in a good way or with a smile either way, it just has been a while since I last told anyone other than my direct family."

  "I... this is awful..when..how..." Jihoon could not even figure out what he wanted to ask first or where to begin eyes blinking over and over tears threatening to drop no matter how much he blinked and tried to stop them from falling.

  "It happened three years ago, I had just turned 16 a few weeks before it and we were on a family trip in summer instead of staying here for the season, none of us were old enough to come out to society yet so my parents thought it would be fun to meet my aunt and just go somewhere fun all together away from the drama and the ton and everything that goes on during a season." Jeonghan pats more on Jihoon's knee in a comforting consistent pattern as he talks and Jihoon could feel his shoulders relax slightly with each passing minute. Really what was he doing? He was supposed to be the one comforting the other, not the other way round, he was supposed to be the stronger one of the two of them and yet he could not help what happened or how small Jihoon was feeling looking at the older.

  "I have just presented a few months earlier and I was not yet used to the life of an omega, how I should not be out on my own in the dark, or how I will need an alpha accompanying me in case something happens or I get attacked. I thought I was still a kid you know, that it would not be that bad to go out explore, and just have a walk, do you know what I mean?" Jihoon nods because he does after he presented, he had a tough time adjusting to the life of an omega, he did know however that would be his fate since he was a mere child, everyone did, the signs were there from his small frame to his gentle and cute figure, even though he was snarky as a child, even Jihoon himself knew what he will turn to one day, he hated it at first because he could not be the same as his brothers, because they will be separated because he will be stuck in this mansion while they go and study away and have their way in this world however much they want, he was jealous but then Wonwoo presented and Jihoon found solace that he was not alone in this. Either way, Jihoon then had Seungcheol and he followed him like his shadow so nothing bad ever happened to him whenever he wanted to rebel against his sub-gender to appear brave and strong. Both of his older brothers were there to scare anyone of ever trying anything on him until Jihoon grew up into the person he was today to hold on to his own against anyone else. To never need anyone's assistance in protecting himself. "We were staying in a secluded mansion and the next estate was far from us so we had literally the whole place for us outside so I thought it would be okay to go out for a walk, I guess I walked too far from the house and I got lost in the forest behind it and I could not find my way back home. Did not help that I was also bad with directions."