Vexing Mister Kwon

Internal War

  It was dark and all Jihoon could see were the bushes and the trees aligning the ways of the garden he found himself in, really he did not know how he ended up there, he just was running around frantically, looking behind him as if he was escaping something precise. The full moon was in sight tonight and usually, that would only mean bad things for Jihoon it is a sign of what he knows is soon to be.

  Jihoon takes another look behind him only to stumble on a rock and fall down to the floor, he winces as he puts his palms in front of him to protect himself scratching them in the process, he sits on his knees for a minute looking at his bloody palms then shakes his head, it was not the right time to do this nor to linger in one place when he needs to run away to safety so despite how painful it was to him, he pushes himself upward and starts walking again.

  A deep sound in the silence of the garden fills the quiet where only his pants were heard in the dead of the night and Jihoon stops mid place hearing the loud growl, this was bad, he was in trouble and he could not even protect himself. How did he even get separated from his siblings in the first place? How did he end up on his own this far away when he could have gotten help before?

  Jihoon turns a corner only to stumble face-first into a toned chest, his instincts start to scream at him to run the opposite way, he should not talk to anyone, he should not stay, he should... but the person grabs him tightly and Jihoon can only struggle for a few seconds knowing he was too weak to even try to run away. For some reason, he could not smell anything and that was weighing heavily on him because he could not tell where the danger would come from or who this person was in the first place at least not until he looked upward.

  "Jihoon..." Jihoon gasps when he realizes the person who got him was actually Soonyoung, relief goes through all of him for nothing but a second until he sees the red eyes staring at him, Soonyoung's alpha was in control and that was not something Jihoon wants in his situation right now, not like this. Not now.

  "Soonyoung let go..." The alpha stares at him, unable to comprehend what the other is saying, but instead grabs into the omega, circling his arms around him and pulling him close to his chest. Jihoon all but melts into his arms, his body heating up at the contact.

  "I cannot let go Jihoon not anymore, not ever. Has it not been long enough of this continuous game? Are you not tired yet? It is time for you to admit the reality of what you want." Jihoon swallows hardly being able to reply to the other. They both knew the truth, they knew what Soonyoung wanted to hear, what his omega was urging him to admit, to finally face what he was so afraid of. Jihoon knew it was wrong, this should not even happen and yet despite the situation he wanted it to be real, he wanted the other so badly. He wanted to stay there in his arms and he wanted... He wanted... He wanted to live and to love...

  "I am scared." He mumbles weakly but the other only smiles softly at him. 

  "It is okay to be scared, I do not fault you for it but for how long will you deny yourself this, deny us our future, I am here Jihoon, lean on me and let me help you as well. Will you not allow us the luxury of living our forever, our happiness." Jihoon chokes hand trembling as he puts it over the other's chest heart beating widely in sync with the alpha. 

  "What if I am too late?" Soonyoung only chuckles head dropping dangerously close to Jihoon as he whispers.

  "I have never stopped waiting for you Jihoon, it has always been your choice, not mine. I have always chosen you." Jihoon gasps closing his eyes at the feeling of the other's breath tickling his neck.

  The other's arm starts moving slowly behind his back pulling him closer than it should be even possible and Jihoon feels the heat start to swallow his whole body even further, eyes turning golden and hands jumping to hold the other's cheek when his body failed him to even be able to hold himself anymore. "Admit it Jihoon come on."