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- Nevaeh -

Billie and I have been going to couple's therapy for the last month.

I'm still kind of holding a grudge for what she did, but we're doing better.

She got me flowers three different times and wrote me a long apology letter.

baby,

im so incredibly sorry. i don't know what i was thinking. you're the light of my life and so is jelly and i cant believe i left you both for some stupid party. i regret it more than anything. you have every right to be upset with me and honestly, i hope you stay that way. i don't deserve your forgiveness, your kindness or your love. you are the most amazing wife i could ever ask for and i can't believe i took you for granted. you and angelica are my entire world and i love you both more than anything. leaving you alone with our newborn was such a bad idea and i don't think i'll ever be able to apologize enough. i made the worst mistake ever and i'll never forgive myself because i quite literally cant. i'm a horrible wife and mother for what i did and i hate myself for it. i love you so so much, more than words can describe and i hope you know that. i love you my angel and i always will.

                                                - b <3

Her words made me feel a lot better and I know she's being genuine because that's just the way Billie is.

Angelica is with Bil's parents right now while we're at therapy.

"So you guys have been doing good, yes?" Our therapist, Jenna asks. "We have." I smile at Billie and she grins back. "We've been doing all the suggestions you gave us and we're gonna go on a date next week when Billie's parents can watch our daughter again."

"I'm so glad." Jenna smiles. "How do you think things have been, Billie?"

"I think they've been great." She answers. "I'm really trying my best and I've been helping with the baby more." Billie explains. "And I give Nevaeh breaks when she needs it and her space when she needs it as well. We're doing a lot better and I'm proud of us."

I kiss her cheek and Jenna grins. "Perfect. I'm so happy to hear that, girls."

"It took a while to get here, but I'm really happy that we're doing good again. I hate being mad at her." I chuckle.

"And I hate it you're mad at me, too." She laughs. "I'm really trying to change and I think I'm doing better. What do you think, Vae?"

"You're putting in a lot more effort and I'm very proud of you for that. You're doing really good and I'm so happy." I smile.

"Thank you, baby." Billie grins. "You and Angie mean everything to me and I'm trying my best to show that."

"I know you are." I nod. "And you're doing great."

I'm really proud of her.

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We just picked up the baby from my in law's house and now, we're on the way home.

"Do you want me to pull over?" Billie asks as I'm nursing Angelica. "No, it's okay. We're almost home." I shake my head. "Okay." She smiles through the rear view mirror.