wrong number | b.e.

Oh, baby! | 065

WRONG NUMBER
- Billie -
3 weeks later...

Two weeks ago, Nevaeh did the embryo transfer and I've probably made her take 30 tests. I'm literally so excited to be a mom.

But we don't know if she's pregnant yet.

We still have to wait.

I'm really nervous that it didn't work because the tests have been negative so far. There's still a chance though.

I'm praying it hasn't taken a toll on Vae 'cause I know she really wants this just as bad as I do.

We'd be such good moms.

I'd do anything to see that smile on Nevaeh's face, knowing she'll be one.

She's been sleeping a lot because when she's awake, she's worrying about being pregnant or not and she hates being anxious.

I always just hold her in my arms while I wait for her to wake up because I don't want her being alone during this. It's the last thing I want to do.

But unfortunately, I do have to go to the studio today.

I can almost never get a break from work.

But when we have our baby, it's out of the question. I'll be spending as much time with the baby as possible.

"B?"

I look down and see Vae's awake. "Yeah?"

"Hi." She smiles sleepily. "Hi, baby." I grin softly. "You sleep good?"

"Sorta. It was hard to fall asleep." She shrugs. "Why?" I ask. "Just overthinking." Nevaeh sighs.

"I'm sorry, angel." I frown. "Don't be sorry, it's not your fault." She shakes her head. "But I'm the one who wanted you to get pregnant." I sigh. "It is my fault. I was being selfish 'cause I didn't wanna get pregnant."

"Don't blame yourself, Billie." Nevaeh says, putting her hand on my cheek. "It's not your fault at all."

I still feel bad.

"I love you, Vae. We're gonna get our baby, I promise." I tell her. "I hope so." She replies.

"Alright, baby, I gotta go to Finn's house. I promise you I'll be back soon, okay?" I say after a little bit of silence. "Call me if you need anything."

"I will." Nevaeh nods. I kiss her head, then her lips, and hug her. "I love you."

"I love you." She echoes. I throw on some pants since I'm in shorts, then go downstairs. I grab my keys and go out to my car.

Ugh, I miss my wife already.

- Nevaeh -

I don't know what it is, but I have this weird feeling.

I just have this kind of intuition.

I get out of bed and walk into the bathroom. I grab the ClearBlue box with tests in it and pull one out. Like routine since I've taken what feels like a million tests because we're so eager, I do the whole process, then put the test face down.