Unfading Scars #1 ; River & Bill

Chapter IX : You gave us up

Bill .

After having the divorce papers in my hands that's when I realized how deep I fucked like I knew less already and so I planned on how to stop this madness going around my life ,after all I caused it .

So I first investigated where my wife lives and realized that it was only four streets down from our home ,a place where she once suggested we should build our house and I changed her mind with issuing the place with so many clubs and casinos around and I bet she knew it would be the last place I would look for her .

It's the fifteenth day out of the thirty day to sign the papers in my hands that I closed in our bedroom drawer and threw the key God knows where I don't want even to remember where .

Vance had once called me on the issue of restraining order and the suspicious of someone lurking around our house and that my wife felt unsafe ,and he being the sheriff was just trying to get something from me like I suspected it or so ,and gladly he called because I came to know about the commotion Bella threw and I knew where the restraining order came from .

So I assured the suspicion and talked about putting Bella behind bars for the disturbance but he'd said she needs some serious crime for that and I was on it if she would poke her nose ever again in our lives .

Alcohol has been somehow of a friend when am alone because it's all my fault and Sam is not such a comforting person ,he would rather throw some sharp cutting words when you're down than pat your shoulder and tell you it's okay .

"Solve it out ,you're a man ...after all I warned you "

He threw that card on my face the last time I asked for some advice ,I swear this man is gonna have some problem later .

And after fifteen nights I wanted to pursue my wife about our marriage and that's what brought me down her street alley and waited for her just outside the gate .

After two hours of waiting I saw her driving inside her house and I started my car and followed hers before the gate closed and when she realized that another car walked right inside her apartment .

Walked out in a hurry with a gun in her hands pointing at my car .

What the fuck !

I walked out hands on air and she breathed a fuck .

" What's wrong with you ? " She shouted lowering her gun down .

" Well take that back ,how the fuck you own a gun now River " I lowered my hand ramming my mind on thousand thoughts about why , making me feel how unsafe she's been by herself .

" Well thanks to your whore trying to threaten me with every chance she's got " she spoke walking toward the door .

" Did she come back again here ? "

" You trailing on me and how the fuck are you here ....infact what are you doing here ? " She stood before her porch and glared at me telling me am going nowhere behind that door but I definitely will .

" Yes I do and of course am here to talk River am not letting us go just like that "

" We've got nothing to talk about ,were done just sign the paper and leave me alone "

" That's not to happen because you can't give us up just like that Baby "

"Just like that ....you gave us up Bill ....you " she angry pointed her tiny finger and poked my chest with the you thing .

And I wasted no time in pulling her to me then slammed my lips onto her tasting that strawberry taste I've missed .

She resisted but I held her tight forcing my tounge until she gave in and I shoved it inside with so much hunger as my hands snaked around her waist and another in her hair , wanting this to never end as pulled my hair that it pained me and I knew she was angry about this ,how she liked it and how she can't seem to end it .

In a minute I Ensure we were inside her apartment groping one another until she snapped pulling away but I tackled her quickly and folded her closely in the coach breathing in her neck and inhaled the scent of hair as my hands tightly held hers in her waist ,whispering .

" Please calm down , give me a minute princess " then I buried myself in her neck as she ragged breath wanting to calm down .

We stayed so for like five mutes and she spoke her voice croaked and I knew she was horny ,her voice would always betray her .

" Let me go "

" Not if you want me down your throat again and trust me this time I will be inside you and you know we both can't resist that " .

" But you did for a year and half ,Bill " pain laced her voice .

" And am sorry for that , am stupid but am here now so don't test me sweetheart "

Then she went silent and just like that we fell asleep together in that sofa .

Early in the morning I looked down at my sleepy wife closer to me just not so enough , I removed her curly hair from her face and put them behind her ear then kissed her cheek and I felt so stupid to stay away from such a pack of beauty for a year and so because my hand slowly traced her perfect c cuped shaped boobs and I wanted to have them in my mouth but doing that would just give a ticket to be thrown out since what I've down yesterday might be one mistake for today and me sleeping here being the two .

So I woke up and took a shower then prepared her some breakfast and waited for my wife to wake up and have a talk on what were to do next because divorce is out of the talk .

Am never letting her go .