Unfading Scars #1 ; River & Bill

Chapter X : Marriage counseling.

Bill .

If looks could kill I would be dead with what my wife gave me as a look as soon as she took the environment in to realize she's in her apartment but when she turned around and met my face , it went ballistic .

" What are you doing here ? " She stood and walked towards the fridge , she always liked some cold water in the morning .

" We're past that question sweetheart , let's get you clean , have breakfast and then talk as I told you yesterday " I know I was acting very optimistic but am not letting her go .

She scoffed then threw the rest of the water in the glass to my face and I hummed in the coldness then smiled at her .

" I would appreciate this if it would be in a romantic manner , have you grown cold kink wifey " .

" Get out " she ordered dead and clear but am not having that today .

I stood and walked toward her and at a minute she backed .

" Am sorry River but am not going to leave without a proper talk and good end to it , you can call the police the lawyers , judge and a supreme court at that but we're talking sweetheart and more if you're willing because you've just gotten me cold "

She closed her eyes then walked past me to make a distance .

" Five minutes and I won't listen , I can call the president for that " she threatened and I smiled knowing she doesn't even know who the prime minister is , she's not a political follower .

" Okay I've got a lot to say but none will make sense or justify my action toward you and our marriage , it will be excuses and I was wrong to do what I did and am sorry because I am stupid and a fool , I admit that but am not about to lose you , I can't afford that , I don't want that , I don't want to divorce you , I want you , I want our marriage and I know nothing of this makes sense to you because I've hurt you , I've hurt your feelings and that's all on me and am willing to show how sorry I am for the rest of my life , I want to make it up to you , I want to show you that I can change , that I've realized my mistakes and wants to be a better man for you , I know I don't deserve you but I need you in my life , I've always loved you , I am and always will and ..... I really hope there's a space left in your heart to forgive me "

" Well you've already lost me and showed enough that you don't want me nor our marriage and I don't have a space in my heart to forgive you , now leave if you're done " she spoke crossing her hands on her chest pushing those boobs to my sight and I licked my lips .

" The kiss spoke something else River and don't lie to yourself that it didn't , you love me and I was going to come clean that night only to find out you've gotten me dirty already "

" Two minutes left "

" Can I use them however I want " I spoke wanting her to say yes and I will lang for those boobs .

" Sure but after they're over , you leave "

I smiled " Sure " and she looked me dead in the eyes .

" There's something more I want to tell you " I took steps to her and she was attentive but I took her by surprise when I pulled her to a kiss again and she couldn't resist after she gasped , and there it was the warmth spreading in our body as she sucked my lips harshly and I chuckled , she missed this .

My hands caressed her boobs and one went inside her chest and I felt that warmth in my hands , how I wanted it in my mouth .

I pinched her nipple and she gasped , a weak spot never changes I guess .

And after I'd kissed her enough , I knew my two minutes were over long ago but she was too dense to know the timing and so I placed my head onto hers slowly moving a finger in her nipple and the whole time her eyes were closed .

" I beg of you to try Marriage counseling and if you won't find a heart to forgive me after that I would let you go "

And I slowly took my hand off her as she gasped at the absence of it ,kissed her forehead one last time before I walked out slowly leaving her to her thinking .

After I sat to my car I sent her a text to where I would go for that counselling and asked if she would like to join with me .

Driving away I seethed at the hard groin in my trousers , I've not been with a woman for the past six month and not that I crave one but her , after that kiss and today's romance I knew I would ge a goner .

She always has this thing that whenever I touch her ,I can't resist her and my primal mode is active and takes a lot to shut it down , apparently nothing but only being inside her calms the beast in me .

I drove home and decided to wait for a text from my wife but nothing came , spend the afternoon till even and might came ,still got nothing .

I would check my phone after every five minutes to see if there was any notification from my wife but blank , rather that I had Sam's text about him laying his eyes on the beautiful woman today but doesn't know where to get her , he's just got a name and wants me to help him  in tracking her  and I'd texted him .

" You're a man ,you can solve it "

Then waited for my girl's text and it came late at night .

" That kiss was a mistake , and am not happy with what you did in the morning and am to not say this ever again don't touch me ever again, don't force me or charm me to it ,just don't ...you can go for that counselling and maybe you'll get it that cheating isn't healthy for marriage and so he sure not to do it to your next wife but I don't need that counselling "

And I huffed a pained breath before I went to bed .