41 - Im.. a pretty girl.. right?

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Looking at his.. no. That's not right.. is it..

They didn't know what they were, but still. Dark looked at themself in the mirror of one of the stores in the mall and sighed. They looked at the display of the mannequin in a beautiful dress. They gave a sigh.

I.. I want to wear that.. I.. I want to be her.. They thought, before coughing. "W-what is wrong with me." They mumbled. "Okay Dark, calm down. You are a man. So act like it!!" They said as they smacked themself.

They continued to stare at the store before feeling a tap on their shoulder and jumping. They turned around to reveal an old friend.

"Model!! What the hell!!" They shouted, staring at the familiar woman with light blue hair, wearing a blue and white polka dot dress, a bulky pink belt and pink pumps with white thigh highs. Her aesthetic overall seemed very 90's.

"Ehehe! Sorry, I didn't mean to scare ya!" Model giggled, looking at Dark. "I was just coming in to work and saw you staring. You looking to buy something?" She giggled, before gasping. "You have a girlfriend?? Cuz I know tons of things here that she would probably love!!"

They giggled at Model's reaction. "..mmm no.. it's.. complicated. But, I'll come in and tag along with you if you don't mind." They said as Model nodded, leading them inside.

Model was.. kind of oldschool. But these feelings Dark was having.. could they really tell her? Would she understand? I mean.. she was a girl too, right?

As they followed Model through the store, they couldn't help but stare at all the pretty clothes. The beautiful dresses, the sexy Jean shorts, the skinny jeans, the tube tops..

"Alright, stay here real quick. I'm gonna check with my mother if you can come in." Model smiled, before walking through a door that said "employees only". Dark sat down on one of the benches, in deep thought. They looked at their current attire. A black hoodie and some grey sweatpants.

"A pretty girl wouldn't wear this.." They mumbled, before hearing the door open. They looked up to see Model, signaling them to come inside. They got up and walked inside to the giant room with tons of clothing on racks, tons of employees running around and a small stage with lights and a green screen backdrop.

"They don't need me at the moment so we can just chill." She smiled, sitting on a small sofa, patting the seat next to her for Dark to sit. As they sat down, Dark sat down next to her.

"Sooo, what's new with you?" She smiled. Oh boy.. here goes.

"Well.. I.. I have a boyfriend." They said, as Model gasped.

"Oh my gosh.. Dorkie, you're.." She looked around before whispering  "you're gay?" She asked as they shook their head.

"N-no! I mean.." they looked at their feet. "I-I don't know.."

"If you're not gay then why are you dating this guy?" She asked with confusion. They gave a small sigh, averting their eyes. They could feel tears building up for some reason. Fuck Dark.. don't be so weak..

Model put her hand over theirs. "Dorkie.. it's okay. Whatever it is, you can tell me. It won't change how I feel about you, honey." She gave a smile. "You're still my #1 boy bestie in the whole world." She giggled.

"What if I want.. to be your girl bestie..?" They mumbled. Model thought for a bit before giving a gentle smile again. "If that's what you want to be, then I support you." She said, wiping their— her tears with her thumbs.

"If you want to be a beautiful woman like me, then who am I to stop you?" She giggled. This only made Dark cry even more as she wrapped her arms around Model, hugging her.

Model gave another giggle, gently patting her back. "You are a strong, independent woman, you dork. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

As the two broke from the hug, Dark gave a weak smile, with a giggle. "I-I'm a pretty girl?"

Model giggled. "You're a pretty girl, Dorkie. You were always a pretty girl." She smiled as the two shared one last hug.

"How about this. After I finish modeling, we can go shopping together. Anything you want is on me ^^ after all, I get a discount." She said as Dark nodded.

"That would be.. amazing. Thank you" She said as Model nodded before heading over into another room as she was called.

Dark pulled out her phone, looking at Chosen's messages. She had completely forgotten to messaging him back!

                                                                    1:45pm
                                  🖤: Dark queston.
                                  🖤: makingj a cake
                                  🖤: Red vevet or vanils?
                                                                    1:59pm
                                  🖤: darkkkkkkkk u there???????
                                                                    2:22pm
                                  🖤: dark are u okay???
                                  🖤: pls answerb me
                                  🖤:I need to make dure ur ojqy
                                  🖤:oky**
                                  🖤: okay***

She gave a small giggle, as she texted him back. "Yes my love, I'm fine. I need to talk to you about something important when I get home. Don't worry, it's not a breakup. I still love you <3 and also red "vevet"."
She texted, making fun of Chosen's typo, which he didn't like as he told her to be quiet, making her giggle again.

After a while of waiting, Model came back.

"Alright, Dorkahantus, let's get going." She smiled, earning an elbow punch from Dark.

The two girls began running around the store, finding some pretty nice clothing that seemed either "badass" or "sexy" towards Dark that they decided to buy. In the end, the total came out to around $229. Model willingly paid for it all as her modeling discount dropped the price down to $149. The two walked out the store at Model handed Dark the bag.

Dark gave her a smile. "Thank you.. for all of this. I've been questioning my identity for so long.." she spoke as Model gave her another hug. "Atleast now you have a pretty kickass girl friend to talk to!" She smiled as Dark giggled.

"Call me if you ever wanna gossip about boys, kay?" Model spoke as Dark nodded.

"Will do." She spoke, watching Model walk away. She walked in her own direction, as the task ahead of her still stands.

Because now.. She had to tell Chosen.

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